don't bother me

What's becoming of me, eh?

Oh well so every night I dream of Smosh, or at least I know they are there subconsciously.

My subconscious mind thinks of them, even when I am asleep.

Holy.

Ok so I am really obsessed with them, k?

I don't want to be who I was before, next year.

Ok, Roman.

You're my idol.

xoxo

baby thank you for the second chances

Holy crap it felt good to cry over fanfic.
Not to sound cheesy but it feels like I'm alive..and it's great.

Alright back to the monotony of the holidays.
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I LOVE SMOSH!

what I'd do to have you near

Today I dedicated wholly to watching Smosh videos and Ian Is Bored because well I won't get to do that anymore in a bit.

And then I started reading fanfics for Smosh. ):

I've never read fanfics before because you know,
what't the point?!

Then I read one Zayn Malik fanfic and it was so addictive so I thought well hey, how about Smosh fanfics?????

Then I read a few amusing ones that made Ian and Anthony gay.
Hahahaha.
Well anyway.
Then I start to come across those that tell of their friendship so beautifully.
And then another one where Ian died.
(Well how blunt and unexciting.)
I cried so badly.
Because it was so, so sad.
And touching.
I still can't believe I cried reading a fanfic.
Literally there's a tissue box by my side.

I wonder if I should speak of the plot..?

No, but I remedied it by watching their videos again to remind myself that no, neither Ian nor Anthony is dead.

Thankd God for that.

y'all want the full roman?

Everyone should listen to this.
This is amazing.
So catchy, I love it.

now it's which world tour should I go on and take?

Ok I don't know how to start this post.
Maybe because I haven't blogged in a looooong while...........

But I shall say

I GOT PINK FRIDAY.
(;
(;
-smug smiles everywhere-

Finally. Finally finally.
Except a million songs aren't in this edition.
):

But it's ok, because this album I have will be the first of many.
(:

I just came back from another trip to Malaysia with Shireen.
It was amusing as always to see Adani and her be BCFs.
Which means best cousins forever.
It was 5 fun days but I'm glad to be back in Singapore.
I wonder why I missed home so much, not like I am unused to being in M'sia for 5 days or whatever.

I had weird dreams in Malaysia.
Really, really weird.

Ok before I blankout while blogging, I'll just list down every random thing in my mind.

Smosh is awesome.

Pink Friday is awesome.

I don't want Sec 4 to come.
Right, I want school to start, but I don't want to be pressurised.
If sec 3 was like THAT, then...

Oh well.

Shoot it's going to be a lonely rest-of-the-holiday.

Jan is going to Hokkaido and Nicolette is touring Europe.
how now brown cow.

Oh well!
I should smile more often!
:)

without you

All I need now is actually to have to be very egoistic and self-centered and talk of myself to someone because I can imagine that it will feel quite amazing to reveal all the sick problems that I have in myself to someone who is good enough in my vain little opinion to listen to me and someone who will pay a fair bit of attention and fuss over everything I say.

Yes yes, that would be quite pleasing indeed.

nothing really matters but the beat!

I am absolutely loving my David Guetta CD I got from India for less than S$10!

And it's both the vocal and electronic CDs in one pack.

<3 <3

It is da bomb.

David Guetta is a freaking genius with muscic.

I spent so much in India, I swear!

I spent US$150, and S$20.

A lot was for my family.

Hehehe.

India was amazing.

I love MGD.

The students there are so friendly, it doesn't do them justice the way we receive them when they come to SC.

I cannot wait to see them again when they come to Singapore.

(: (: (: (: (: (:

I don't know what to say about India, really, because I feel like I've written so much about it in my trip journal I can't say anything more about it!

But it was really amazing.

Too bad if you didn't go!

It was such a priceless experience!!

Gahh I wish I didn't have to go to school.