a heart as loud as lions

um ok
it's about 4.30am
i am crying a lot and i cannot stop
it's been like this literally since 2am
so i listened to emeli sande's read all about it bc someone put a link
and it triggered the absolute shit out of me
harrylouisharrylouisclosetharrylouis
sad sad sad just very very very sad
thank you harry&louis
yes ok so
was very sad
decided to watch wreck-it ralph
and still found opportune moments to cry too ????
????????????
so yes
i am crying actual streams of tears
there are used tissues all around me
and im gonna have to stay up a bit more
if i want to make sure i dont get bad puffy eyes come morning
("come morning"???
pretty sure i'd sleep through it lmao)
i am confused????
why am i crying so much?????????????????????
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at night we're waking up the neighbours
while we sing away the blues.
making sure that we're remembered, yeah
'cause we all matter too.
if the truth has been forbidden
then we're breaking all the rules.
so come on, come on,
come on, come on.
let's get the tv and the radio
to play our tune again.
it's 'bout time we got some airplay of our version of events.
there's no need to be afraid,
i will sing with you my friend.
come on, come on.