Argh, I am so tired today. Yesterday was so full of.. hardcore happiness (haha lol) that it seriously tired me out just being very very very happy. And I think it affected me somehow.
Because when I went to sleep, images of cards and 'Happy Birthday's and FB and colour haunted me. And since that made me feel intensely happy, I guess I did not get much of a rest then either. :/
And it does not help knowing that I can't pacify myself with some leftover chocolate cake, or chocolate biscuits, or chocolate wafers, or chocolates, or brownies.
I don't want to talk about today.
Au revoir.
Mes.
Amies.
Darn. I need a nap. :(
Longing? Is it that?
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Monday, August 30, 2010
Drunk
Today was undeniably an awesome awesome awesome day. I don't know how to put it.. Hmm.. Ok. Wait, first. I AM OFFICIALLY 14!! Not like I'm too excited to be 14, but. Hmm..
ANYWAY. AHHHH IM SOO HAPPY TODAY IM DRUNK WITH HAPPINESS IM. SO. HAPPY. :DD
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
is all I can type for the time being. Heeheehee. Ok.
Thank you to darling darling Anis for the beautiful beautiful ancient-looking Parisienne notebook that looks more like an adventure logbook!! :)) AHHH I LOVE IT SO MUCH DAMMIT. :DD And the card! :)
Thanks Adani to your really unlame gift even though you got it from the bookshop! :) It's cute, just like you! Love you lots!
Thanks a LOT to Mama and Papa for the yummy chocolate cake(!!) and the earpieces! I love them so much! I love you I love you I love you!
Thank you to Hushy, Wak Za, Nyai, Aunty Ju and all other family members for their wishes. ((:
OKOK. FRIENDS TIME! ALPHABETICAL ORDER!! :DD
Alyssa: AHH THANK YOU THANK YOU for the Video!! It was LOVELY! And AWESOME! Hahaha maybe I should post it up here, on FB, etc. ;) And, hmm, the small jar of nature? Heh. :) I LOVE YOU! Thank you for the text though you couldn't stay up till 12. (:
Amanda: THANK YOU FOR the POST-ITS. HAHAHA. THEY WERE FRANC-Y. AND I FEEL SO HIGH BECAUSE OF IT. AHHH!! And, yesss the pretty pretty card and the little pink shoe! Do you think it'll fit my doll? (: Love you lots, hubby! Heh heh. (:
Carls: HAHAHAHA I LOVE TIMTAM. :)) I really am not disappointed that you did not get me those earrings. Honest! Thanks so much anyway, awesome deskie! We are so gonna stay friends forever.
Jan: I LOVE the notebook! And the lovely rose card! And the yummy yummy brownie! Hahahaha!! I loved everything!! Thank you thank you too for getting/understanding ME! :)) I LOVE YOU!! :)))Jan, of COURSE we'll stay friends till the end of time and way past that. (Do I make sense? :P) And thanks for the text! :)
Miselle: HAHAHA YOU FORGOT MY GIFT TOO! XDD Nah, it's okay! :) And, by doing that, you helped me a LOT. I had a lot to bring home. :X Heehee. I love you too! :) Stay awesome! Edited: THANK YOU FOR THE PARIS NOTEBOOK AND PEN!! :)))) Love you lots! :D
Mei Lin: Thank you loads for the KitKat! Hahahaha are you trying to fatten me up? :0 I missed being your deskie too! DD: Love ya!
Nicci: Hey!! :) I love that card! Despite what you call a fail attempt at drawing the Eiffel Tower, I think it's beautiful. :) Carlyn says you are very creative. I can't (ok I can) agree more. And, I really love the message. :)) Yeah. Why should I let something like that end everything? :)
Nicole: NICOLE! Thank you lots for the bag of chocolates!! :DD I haven't eaten them yet, but they look terribly delicious. P: Thank you so much, Nicole. I LOVE YOU! You're gonna make me fat with all that confectionery!! And thank you for the text!
Nicolette: Nico! THANK YOU FOR THE AWESOME NOTEBOOK! :DD IT'S BEAUTIFUL! And OMG the post-its! They are so KIUTE! :DD AND THE LETTER/NOTE! :) Thanks a lot! I love everything! :) And, I can keep secrets. I won't show it or whatever. ;)
Siti: Thank you so so so so so so MUCH for the super, ultra cute little cat design litter bin! :))) AHHH!!! It's so cute!!!! :))) And the card! And please thank your sister for me for that little note from her. :) I LOVE YOU LOTS!! :)
Xuan Yi: Thank you for the text at 12 am sharp! WOW! :)) That's nice of you! Heehee... Yep, thanks so much yes? LOVE YOU LOTS!
Yep, and finally, everyone who wrote on my wall on Facebook. Yes, duh I liked every wish and commented. It's only courteous of me if I do that. Heehee. I know. Chem chem chem. Chem can go.. wherever it wants to go. > :(
Hmm... Yess. I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF TODAY! I. LOVED. IT. It's really a beautiful thing to know that you are indeed loved. It's even more beautiful to feel the showers. Hurh hurh hurh. (: Yes. I know. I like attention. Whoops.
Anyway, I loved everything! Thank you for making today such a special day, and the BEST birthday ever! (It is seriously better than the spastic 7th birthday party I had.) Yeah. It was the best birthday ever.
Wait wait wait, most of all, thank you Allah for letting me live another year. And letting me know the value of friendship and love. I had never felt more loved. (:
I'm so high. I'm drunk on this joy! AHHHH!!!
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!
See the words in caps plus all the exclamation marks? How often do I do that? So, please infer. How intense are my feelings? ;)
ANYWAY. AHHHH IM SOO HAPPY TODAY IM DRUNK WITH HAPPINESS IM. SO. HAPPY. :DD
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
is all I can type for the time being. Heeheehee. Ok.
Thank you to darling darling Anis for the beautiful beautiful ancient-looking Parisienne notebook that looks more like an adventure logbook!! :)) AHHH I LOVE IT SO MUCH DAMMIT. :DD And the card! :)
Thanks Adani to your really unlame gift even though you got it from the bookshop! :) It's cute, just like you! Love you lots!
Thanks a LOT to Mama and Papa for the yummy chocolate cake(!!) and the earpieces! I love them so much! I love you I love you I love you!
Thank you to Hushy, Wak Za, Nyai, Aunty Ju and all other family members for their wishes. ((:
OKOK. FRIENDS TIME! ALPHABETICAL ORDER!! :DD
Alyssa: AHH THANK YOU THANK YOU for the Video!! It was LOVELY! And AWESOME! Hahaha maybe I should post it up here, on FB, etc. ;) And, hmm, the small jar of nature? Heh. :) I LOVE YOU! Thank you for the text though you couldn't stay up till 12. (:
Amanda: THANK YOU FOR the POST-ITS. HAHAHA. THEY WERE FRANC-Y. AND I FEEL SO HIGH BECAUSE OF IT. AHHH!! And, yesss the pretty pretty card and the little pink shoe! Do you think it'll fit my doll? (: Love you lots, hubby! Heh heh. (:
Carls: HAHAHAHA I LOVE TIMTAM. :)) I really am not disappointed that you did not get me those earrings. Honest! Thanks so much anyway, awesome deskie! We are so gonna stay friends forever.
Jan: I LOVE the notebook! And the lovely rose card! And the yummy yummy brownie! Hahahaha!! I loved everything!! Thank you thank you too for getting/understanding ME! :)) I LOVE YOU!! :)))Jan, of COURSE we'll stay friends till the end of time and way past that. (Do I make sense? :P) And thanks for the text! :)
Miselle: HAHAHA YOU FORGOT MY GIFT TOO! XDD Nah, it's okay! :) And, by doing that, you helped me a LOT. I had a lot to bring home. :X Heehee. I love you too! :) Stay awesome! Edited: THANK YOU FOR THE PARIS NOTEBOOK AND PEN!! :)))) Love you lots! :D
Mei Lin: Thank you loads for the KitKat! Hahahaha are you trying to fatten me up? :0 I missed being your deskie too! DD: Love ya!
Nicci: Hey!! :) I love that card! Despite what you call a fail attempt at drawing the Eiffel Tower, I think it's beautiful. :) Carlyn says you are very creative. I can't (ok I can) agree more. And, I really love the message. :)) Yeah. Why should I let something like that end everything? :)
Nicole: NICOLE! Thank you lots for the bag of chocolates!! :DD I haven't eaten them yet, but they look terribly delicious. P: Thank you so much, Nicole. I LOVE YOU! You're gonna make me fat with all that confectionery!! And thank you for the text!
Nicolette: Nico! THANK YOU FOR THE AWESOME NOTEBOOK! :DD IT'S BEAUTIFUL! And OMG the post-its! They are so KIUTE! :DD AND THE LETTER/NOTE! :) Thanks a lot! I love everything! :) And, I can keep secrets. I won't show it or whatever. ;)
Siti: Thank you so so so so so so MUCH for the super, ultra cute little cat design litter bin! :))) AHHH!!! It's so cute!!!! :))) And the card! And please thank your sister for me for that little note from her. :) I LOVE YOU LOTS!! :)
Xuan Yi: Thank you for the text at 12 am sharp! WOW! :)) That's nice of you! Heehee... Yep, thanks so much yes? LOVE YOU LOTS!
Yep, and finally, everyone who wrote on my wall on Facebook. Yes, duh I liked every wish and commented. It's only courteous of me if I do that. Heehee. I know. Chem chem chem. Chem can go.. wherever it wants to go. > :(
Hmm... Yess. I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF TODAY! I. LOVED. IT. It's really a beautiful thing to know that you are indeed loved. It's even more beautiful to feel the showers. Hurh hurh hurh. (: Yes. I know. I like attention. Whoops.
Anyway, I loved everything! Thank you for making today such a special day, and the BEST birthday ever! (It is seriously better than the spastic 7th birthday party I had.) Yeah. It was the best birthday ever.
Wait wait wait, most of all, thank you Allah for letting me live another year. And letting me know the value of friendship and love. I had never felt more loved. (:
I'm so high. I'm drunk on this joy! AHHHH!!!
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!
See the words in caps plus all the exclamation marks? How often do I do that? So, please infer. How intense are my feelings? ;)
Sunday, August 29, 2010
HINTHINTHINT
YAY! I'm done with my Geog PT. And I have no homework besides that. I guess. Hmm. Lang Arts HW? Nope. Math? Noo.. Chem? No homework. (: Though I still feel uneasy..
Tomorrow's a special day.
HINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINT. :DD
Tomorrow's a special day.
HINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINT. :DD
Friday, August 27, 2010
If only
I was playing MyScene like I sometimes do and I just saw this decorating a room game. And I thought, 'How lame.' But I played it. And my heart totally cracked seeing this room I decorated!
Now, you might think it's too pink or whatever. But I love the way the pink somehow makes the room look spacious, and very princess-like. And I don't know, it's just me. And I love that sitting-ledge. And OMG look at the background. LOOK LOOK LOOK. What do you see?
:D
Ok, Ima go back to playing dress-up games and whatever. Heehee. Bye!
Now, you might think it's too pink or whatever. But I love the way the pink somehow makes the room look spacious, and very princess-like. And I don't know, it's just me. And I love that sitting-ledge. And OMG look at the background. LOOK LOOK LOOK. What do you see?
:D
Ok, Ima go back to playing dress-up games and whatever. Heehee. Bye!
Trials
Today was our Controle 3. :0000 I totally studied my arse off kay! Ok, maybe I'm lying about that, but still, I STUDIED HARD. I want to get at least 70/90 now. I'm sick of always getting 60 plus. -.- And yeah, I think it was okay lah. Not that bad. The listening compre was a killer man! I couldn't hear properly and for the 2nd part I left out many many questions. Lost 4.5 marks already. ): Well, anyway, I hope to redeem myself in the Grammaire section. (: I think I'll do okay for that part. I'm not too worried for this test because I don't think I will fail lah. Heehee. I don't sound egoistic, right? :)
Sigh. Siti is gonna find out if she will be going to VJC on 30 August. :( If she does, then, urgh. :((((((( It's hard. I don't know. SHFHFJSFHGAKUWHDQWUKFBXCVGFW!!!!!
:( It hit me yesterday during sahur. I'm losing a friend.
Sigh. Siti is gonna find out if she will be going to VJC on 30 August. :( If she does, then, urgh. :((((((( It's hard. I don't know. SHFHFJSFHGAKUWHDQWUKFBXCVGFW!!!!!
:( It hit me yesterday during sahur. I'm losing a friend.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Anger
I don't mind if you take my Milo, but I'm just agitated because I had been looking forward to that for at least 48 hours. And it was only today that they restocked the vending machine. Now I have to wait another 24 hours before I get my Milo. 24 FREAKING HOURS.
And you, making assumptions everywhere. Puhlase. Tell me in WHAT way did she disrespect little miss lovely. (If you have to accuse someone, tuduhlah diriku ini.) We're never gonna stop going round and round, are we?
But it's not a circle, though. Bentuk tiga segi. Triangle. Oh, and today saw.. 6? 7? I don't know. I'm disappointed with myself. It's not exact. :(
Yes. I am very very very angry. I WANT that $*%^@&$ MILO. > :(
And you, making assumptions everywhere. Puhlase. Tell me in WHAT way did she disrespect little miss lovely. (If you have to accuse someone, tuduhlah diriku ini.) We're never gonna stop going round and round, are we?
But it's not a circle, though. Bentuk tiga segi. Triangle. Oh, and today saw.. 6? 7? I don't know. I'm disappointed with myself. It's not exact. :(
Yes. I am very very very angry. I WANT that $*%^@&$ MILO. > :(
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
13
Hey you.
I won't care if you give a too honest opinion, or whatever other crappy stuff you might do to me. I understand that.
But ruin my day first thing in the morning?
Make me feel crappy when I was actually happy about it?
Give me that action face and then walk away from me?
Oh, and the best part?
I actually thought you would not do what you did.
You did, wait, do(present tense; you seriously do not know, and now I will never tell you) not even KNOW what they did to her.
You don't even understand that she had been tolerating what she had tolerated for a few months already.
Just like me.
And you would never understand how much I love my sisters and how much I will do to protect them.
Whatever lah, ok?
I have other people who get me.
So you know what?
You might think I'm being mean or whatever, but YOU know I'm sensitive.
So Ima act cold to you and wait till you do something about it.
I don't care if that's being bitchy.
I really don't care.
13 pieces of evidence, and school's over, and I'm still counting.
Bye~
I won't care if you give a too honest opinion, or whatever other crappy stuff you might do to me. I understand that.
But ruin my day first thing in the morning?
Make me feel crappy when I was actually happy about it?
Give me that action face and then walk away from me?
Oh, and the best part?
I actually thought you would not do what you did.
You did, wait, do(present tense; you seriously do not know, and now I will never tell you) not even KNOW what they did to her.
You don't even understand that she had been tolerating what she had tolerated for a few months already.
Just like me.
And you would never understand how much I love my sisters and how much I will do to protect them.
Whatever lah, ok?
I have other people who get me.
So you know what?
You might think I'm being mean or whatever, but YOU know I'm sensitive.
So Ima act cold to you and wait till you do something about it.
I don't care if that's being bitchy.
I really don't care.
13 pieces of evidence, and school's over, and I'm still counting.
Bye~
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