Sunday, July 4, 2010

I hate hormones

Suddenly, I am feeling so mad and angry and pissed with my parents. I have no bloody earphones and blah blah blah they ask me to use freaking headphones and I say I do NOT want to use those when travelling it's too damn bulky and they say oh you have no choice I HAVE MANY CHOICES like oh gee maybe get me one I saw a great pair yesterday that cost less than 15 bucks is that too much.

Hmm. Maybe I like chemistry after all

BUT I still love BIO more. I don't know if I want to take triple-sciences though. :/ I hate physics.

Today, I think I will finish up all my homework(History and HMT left) and start prepping for LA. Siiigh. Ok. Bye!

Saturday, July 3, 2010

I feel guilty.. :(

I ate so much today I think I overshot 1731 calories already. :S Let's recap, shall we?

2 bowls of chicken porridge.

1 pack of Chocolate Oreos with a glass of milk. At least 150 cals

1 Cinammon Doughnut (Oh God)

A few potato chips!! DDD:

3 sticks of Strawbery Pocky biscuit sticks.

A can of Iced Lemon Tea. 132 cals

A little candy floss. DDD:

A bowl of noodles.

A few sugar-coated yummies.

A huge slice of Hawaiian Pizza.

A huge slice of pizza with a lot of meat.

Oh. My. God.

That is like A LOT. :(

I feel super guilty now. My tummy feels queer. You know what? Weirdly, it also feels unfull. I mean, filled, but not full. My gosh. I ate so much why am I not bloated yet? >:L That will make me eat more obviously I do not want THAT to happen.

Haha well, the shamefully huge amount of food is because we are at Nyai's house now watching the World Cup Argentina vs Germany. I would like very much to support Argentina and not Germany for obvious reasons, but they're not going too far. -.- So, uh, I guess I'll go support Germany lah. =.= So the food's like snacks.

Wah Germany scored 1 goal already!

Haha

Brrr it IS a cold night. Only the fan is on and I'm still feeling the coldness enveloping around my feet thought it's been hours since my shower at 11pm. I don't feel tired, yet. I feel exactly the same tiredness level as I do in school.

Okies... So these 4 hours had been used to finish up a 3 page chemistry worksheet, and..nothing else. Hey, I did something, kay? And isn't it great to not need to think about chemistry anymore for the rest of the weekend? :D I was distracted. There you go. Xuan Yi was yakyakyakking about stuff. :D But it was fun. Except she burnt her foot with iron water. D: Ouch. And blahblahblah. I feel quite lonely now she's gone to pin her belt and then she will sleep.

So.. I am done! Except for one question.

'Name an element that does not have the 3 particles stated in the table above. State which particle is absent.' What kind of element has no neutrons, protons or electrons? Sad life, eh?

Other than that, I am done. With chemistry. Should I do history now? Hmm.. Uh, I'm running out of fulscap paper. Oh, wait I DO have fulscap paper! Yay! I'll do history now bye!

Friday, July 2, 2010

C':

I really do not know what to think of today. Hmm.

LAMDA. Was..weird. Heehee "No I'm serious it's a real question." "What's your problem?!" Haha it's funny because visitors don't usually say that and it's even funnier because it happened to none other than Mr Nicholas Wong.

Sigh. I think I can't write/type anything because I feel empty. No really. I haven't eaten dinner although I had been complaining of how hungry I am since like, 5pm. :L I kind of went home, and could only make it to the living room sofa before I plopped down and went to sleep. At around 8.20, I woke up and wondered why no one (but Aryan and Bibik) was home. Then I remembered Anis and Adani had Kumon and Papa was talking about some date he was having with Mama today since I had no French class and he needn't fetch me or anything. Then 2 minutes later, I heard some commotion outside the door and, realising that they are now home, quickly went back into the room 'cause they'd so totally flip if they saw that I hadn't showered and was still in my uniform.

Then I fell asleep again. Until 10.50pm. Gah. I'm so hungry. Oh never mind, just one time. Usually, I won't skip dinner. Oh, I am quite hungry.

Today I got the worst news ever. Isn't my birthday supposed to be a day purely full of fun and happiness? SO why must CHEMISTRY of ALL THINGS be at the top of the priority list on 30 August? AND EVERYTHING will be tested. :( I thought I was supposed to get ready for The Big Day. THAT is referring to MY special day. Great, now whenever I say 30 August, they'll think of some bloody chemistry test whose weightage is, oh let's just say a mere 60%! >:( Thanks SO much for stealing my glory. Nice job, it's only the 3rd lesson and I already hate you.

Aahh.. What a cold night. Neither the fan nor the air-conditioning is on yet I still feel cool and comfy. Maybe it's because I just showered? Haha. But it IS a very nice night for sleep and rest.

I don't know if I can still sleep though, after having done so for almost six hours. That's way more than my normal sleeping hours on mormal weekdays. :0 Usually, due to laziness and procrastination, I get 4-5 hours. Ha. Oh wait, maybe I still DO feel tired. Perhaps it's due to the loveliness of the night. :)

Oh.. GREAT time to do homework, yes? ;) Okay, so I will. Bye!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Oh, I DO want to say something, you know

Should I write them out?

No.

I can write in French..?

Too risky.

Malay?

Even worse.

Then what, CAT LANGUAGE?

..... no.

Oh well, I guess it's back to ilovelifenotreally. And, I really don't know lah. Blah blah blah blah blah. I'm bored. And tired. And lazy.

Insecurity.

Dear Time,

Oh, you pass by so fast! It seems like it was only yesterday that I had the best average school day ever.

Oh my god. This is lame. I don't know. Just trying to keep the blog alive. What's the use of it if no one reads it?

I am damn tired. I should go and do the HML homework. Page after page of torture. OH OH! I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY! :D

-Ego moment alert!!-

Cikgu praised me for my karangan!! :D I got, uh, 52/70 and it might look bad but its actually not and its actually quite a high mark. And Cikgu says that tomorrow, she'll go through the compositions and share them with the rest. And she specifically says she'll share mine! :) Aww.. I feel.. uh.. egoistic? proud? elated? I don't know. A mix of those three. :) Oh and especially since I wrote that compo during the time of WIWOWA. It's like, a lucky charm or something, haha! :)

Or maybe not. I remember all those other times from WIWOWA. And I wasn't always feeling high from them. Hmm.. Whatever.

I still do feel egoistic though.