Oh hell it is supposed to be a good day today because of the rain but I guess not.
Racked my brains over subject combi.
And now I really am quite scared of JC life will I cope will I won't cope who knows I guess.
Then I got homesick for SC and the people and the places because everything SC is so familiar and this is foreign territory and.
And then I got Larry doubts and those hurt, those really do you don't know.
Also I possibly insulted someone's OTP okay my fault but who in the actual f puts together Drake and 1D I don't like that I really don't it pisses me off even though I give Ziam some leeway and I'm not ready to share Frank Ocean either.
But what if Larry is a delusion and all my time is wasted on something non-existent and Larry doubts just suck okay?
Sometimes I get selfish and wish they would just come out already so I can stop feeling all this anxiety and prove that everything was/is real but.
but if it brings me to my knees, it's a bad religion.
oh, this unrequited love.
to me it's nothing but a one-man cult.
and cyanide in my styrofoam cup.
i can never make him love me,
never make him love me.
love me,
love me,
love me,
love me,
love me,
love me,
love me,
love me,
love me,
love.
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