damn, those words are scary

I feel so distant with myself.

It is so difficult to get myself together everyday, you know?

Fake fake fake fake that's all I am.

What's wrong with me?

Today I left a scar on myself.

All I want to do is curl up and bury my face in my knees in the corner of my room forever.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

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