But glad enough.
For being pretty much productive.
That's what this week has been all about so far; being productive.
Doing work 24/7, paying attention in every lesson, feeding myself well to focus better, exercising, even!
Feeling like I live for a purpose.
Is this how understanding lessons dutifully feels like?
Well then, it feels so satisfying.
I hope this is not just a phase that I will get over.
I don't want to burn out just yet.
I want this fire to keep going and burning.
Urgh this is incoherence.
But I am so exhausted now though it's only 10pm.
Trying so hard to keep my eyes open and my thoughts straight.
I just can't express enough how proud I actually am of myself now.
It is such a rare emotion, it feels odd.
Very, very odd.
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