so please mamacita, please no envy

I want to cry of boredom and helplessness. DDD:

I don't want to text, 'cause I don't know. I don't wanna disturb people??

I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO BEFORE 2011 DAMMIT.

Ok.

-Clean room up
-Find lost library book. )':
-Finish rest of homework which is a lot.
-Prepare school materials

Ooh. However, I am excited for school because I just love handing in the completed assignments. :')

What a funny reason.

I think I might have the flu. What date is it today? 29? Gah. 2 minutes to 30 December anyway. Does December have 31 or 30 days? 31 right?!

Let's procrastinate! I want to watch ANTM 15 Episode 7!
Kaybye!!

with clouds enveloping our feet

I am back! xD Haha, what a lovely trip. For once(?) we hit Malacca, KL & Genting in one trip. Which was cool. [:

I got almost everything I actually wanted! Especially (omgomgomgomgomgomg) one gorgeous pair of black gladiatte heels from Vincci. I am just so content/satisfied with all of the new things I have! Gladiator flats, tops, skirts, headbands, etc. What more could I ask for?

And Genting was really really awesome 'cause we finally got the yearly pass thingamy, and it came with some vouchers which included express passes for selected rides for one day, which meant we could just jump queue. And boy, did I feel like some VIP. Especially for the Cyclone where one has to wait for hm, probably 1.5 hours to get on the rides. And we just had to wait for less than a minute. C: So we managed to jump queue for that, the Pirate Ship and the Spinner, plus a few other family rides. I am such a sucker for thrill rides.

Yeah. I had fun. But for some weird reason, I kept dreaming of levelmates every night of the 5
spent there. O.o

And by some superb miracle, I killed off hmt homework of the list of to-dos on one of the nights. Haha. Ha.

Nicki Minaj's Fly (ft Rihanna) is now on radio! :D

Can someone talk to me I feel so booorrreeedddd and looneeelllyy. ))':

you can be a sweet dream, or a beautiful nightmare

I really hope I can complete my SS by today. :S

And leave Eng till after the trip. Who cares about English, really?
Or I can do it during the trip. HA. Tough luck.

It's natural, but they seem like in-your-faces disguised as longing.
Like showing off masked as humbleness.
Discrete superiority.

I need those 6 days.

BUT how am I going to maintain my Mall World?? };
Well..it might seem small, but that's the only thing online that actually entertains me.
(Besides CF. And C&C. And ANTM on youtube.)
And I love my Mall World anyway!!
It's the only thing that keeps me happy. Haha. That sounds cheesy.
Urgh.
How ah? :/

Oh well. Whatever. Back to MC2. I need a translator to write it. How pathetic right? ;(

Phewf

I finally deleted all those spam messages on cbox and banned the spammers. -.- What a relief.

I better start finishing up English homework at least. :S Looks like I'm going to suffer during the Malaysia trip from guilt of not completing homework. Procrastinators never change.

I really really like Black Friday for some reason.
>:/

Sigh, whatever lah. x)
Kbye!

Diss

Lol I found a Nicki Minaj diss track by Lil Kim. O.o
I kinda like it, but I'm still Team Minaj so..

I have no life.

I need food........

Anyone up for some fast food? :S

itwillwearoffitwillwearoffitwillwearoffitwillwearoff

haha, f you

Ok like dont ever talk to me again.
will you like get out, of my face.
I am so sick of you and you talking all that crap.
I swear like one day im soo gonna get you f-ed up so bad you wont even know yourself.
Girl, please,
I am so sick of everything you throw at me and I am so gonna make it stop.
girl, you need to stfu.
like for serious.

this must be very incredible huh?

I can actually blog on Juliet! Woww. This is majorly cool. :D
Though the screen is pretty small.. But hey, theres a reason its called the mini right?
haha.ha.
ok. Its 1 am and I am really bored. And I cannot seem to fall asleep. ):
there are a million things bugging my mind.
I really cannot sleep.
I, for one reason, should probably stop pretending to care.
Meh.
It is a library book and I don't know where I put it. )':
Stop it I know i'm dead so.
urgh.

it's whatever you say, eh.

Hehe I guess they're back from RCYC camp. :] Hope you all had fun, lol! Must tell me all about it kays? xD

Harharhar I love Shane Dawson vids. :]

Oh. I finally got a haircut so now it's pretty layered and normal-looking.

Kbye!

similes, metaphors and we pop pills

Sleepover traditions are really fun.

Midnight snacks at 1am.
Visits to NTUC to get groceries.
Visits to the playground to play haunted house. (Ha.)
Playing each other's PSP & DS. (GTA FTW.)

Celebration of GMFS week.
Sleepovers at each other's house.

Huhu, we are growing up really fast..

I want more chocolate. Oh! I feel like having something cinnamon-y.
Tomorow we're off to Hushy's for pizza and a possible sleepover.
Yumm.

Ohoh. My SS is almost done. I have only Section C and 1 more article left. (:

please, im just too tired to think.

as much as i want my holidays to be full of fun and whatnot, i still want time, enough time, to just relax myself again and immerse this mind with peace. have some alone time, whatever works.

and i still want all my homework done by next friday, and that takes up more time.

honestly, i dont feel like moving around too much. i dont feel like thinking. i dont feel like doing anything.

im sorry, but i was very cranky the whole of today. it sucked.

so as of now, i really dont want anyone to badger me.

ps. thanks for playing truth or truth with me till 2am atyl.

im waitin for you, waitin, boy.

smf jpe o ;pbr yjr esu upi trgrt yp jrt sd ',u gtormf' ;olr sd og o fpmy lmpe jrt smf djr'd upitd.

Go figure THAT out, pet. ;)

these girls fall like dominoes

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. Is this even possible?

I really don't like you.

And I don't even see the logic.

I just don't like you.

And you, I wish I could talk to you but it would sound so petty and selfish so why bother?

and when im in miami im with kourtney, kim and khloe.

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO IN LOVE WITH NICKI MINAJ.

Haha, never been as obsessed with anyone's songs ever. xD

I came to win, to fight
To conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive
To prosper, to rise
To flyyy
- Fly, NM ft Rihanna

Similes, metaphors and we pop pills
Sick flow inundated with the doc bills
Work hard, now we know how to top bills
In the middle of the street doing cartwheels
-2012, Jay Sean ft NM

Next thing you know, I was running down the hall
Saying please come back, I have given my all
I have given my all
It's funny how you could always make me feel small
I have given my all
-Catch me, NM

Times like these, I loovveee my life.
My homework's almost done, I'm gonna see my cousins in less than 6 hours and spend 3 whole days with them, and I have a superb cell.

Oh, and don't forget Nicki Minaj songs to occupy myself.
HAHAHA lol.
I wish I had her album, though. )):
Maybe I'll ask Mama 'cause she likes NM too. :D

i wish today it will rain all day, then maybe it will kinda make the pain go away

Ahhhhhhhhhhh I really really really like Nicki Minaj songs! x)

I really really really really really really really really really do.

could you catch me i am waiting on you to catch me

Yayayayayayay we're having a sleepover at Nyai's house from tomorrow to Wednesday. ((:

With everyone, too. Ahh I am so excited. See, we rarely meet so this is a perfect opp. :D

No doubt there'll be that regular drama.

Shireen fights with Adani. Both of them sulk. Everyone tries to comfort them. Everyone gives up. They patch up themselves.

OR

The Big 4 argue among themselves and pair up with someone else.

Haha, whatever. I'm still excited anyways.
((:

Oh, Juliet Xperia are you okay?? ))':

Blogwalkers really irritate me..

:/

It's too bad I can't go to Paragon today... )))):

On the other hand, I now have more time to admire my amazing new phone! :DD
Yesyesyes I finally got the Xperia X10 Mini Pro, after waiting for 2-3 years for a decent phone.
Though it's not red (it's black), I still love it. (I would love it so much more if it were red, though.)
It's so adorable I named it Juliet Xperia.

I really love my phone, ya know? ;)

Ahh... back to some homework.

:DD

Elec Lit is finally defeated!!

I think I am actually starting to think that I can be friends with Ally. O.o
She's pretty nice.. I guess.

you see right through me

Extra mood swingy day today. Sigh. :/

I am officially obsessed with Nicki Minaj.

Ok. Maybe not obsessed. But in any case, I adore her and her songs. :]

There's just something catchy bout them, you know?

And I've decided, after much deliberation, that I would like a red Sony Ericsson Xperia X10 Mini Pro. :D Just look at it! It's so.. pretty! xD

Oh oh! Today, I did half of my Elec Lit. :D

Do you think maybe I should just take things slowly and do effectively bit by bit instead of mad-rushing everything?

Nahh.

like a dungeon dragon

:S

Actually, as I listen to more of NM's songs, I've realised that they are pretty hardcore. :00
Argh. Mama, warned me. R21, she said. Lol.

Roman's Revenge (ft Eminem!) is extremely. Um.
Good for emoing/forgetting yourself.
But it's scary.
Very. Very. Creepy.
Oh wtf. Replay.

I love Nicki Minaj.

girls fall like dominoes.

I love Nicki Minaj. Her birthday was yesterday! 8 December! Cool. :]

Speaking of birthdays, it's Miselle's day today!! :D

Happy birthday Miselle Tiana Hengardi!
You are Finally Fourteen.
Stay happy forever.
(((:

Today was a moodswingy day. You know what that means right?

):

Feel like having a double cheeseburger.

List of games to play if bored:
Mall World
Papa's Pizzeria
Papa's Burgeria

Blogs to read if bored:
Everyone's blogs
CF

Books to read if bored:
Library books
A Little Princess
Things Fall Apart
Fahrenheit 451

Work to do, bored or not:
SS
2 Malay compos
Eng
Elect Lit

you know i confuse myself, i really do.

I don't really know if I am shallow or deep.
Materialistic or simple.
Selfish or giving.
Stuck-up or humble.
Self-centered or thoughtful.

It's weird, really.

Look at this blog alone. It's so.. mixed. One moment I'm writing in that beautiful language I can lose myself in, and the next I'm gushing over a new necklace. I'll be putting across think-deep food for thoughts, and then I'll be ranting about how so-and-so is such a biatch for this-and-that.

Sometimes I do wonder what people think when they read this whole part of me.
Beause I don't know what I think of myself, either.

you're so one in a million.

Great news! I've done Section A of SS already! It can be done under half an hour, why oh why did I procrastinate so much?! I'm so gonna finish everything by the end of the week. :]

The beach was nice, but I didn't get to in-line skate. ):
But anyway, we built a sand spa! Since there was somehow a source of water in that sand. It was nice, but we did not get round to actually officially opening it. The water kept getting shallower, and Aryan was always ruining it. D: But it still looked so pretty with the rocks and bridges. It kind of looked like a figure of 8, you know?

And something funny totally happened! There was another of these sources of water, and there was this other man. I can say he was topless and not so much on the skinny side. But you never know, he could be building his own spa. And we wondered if he was our competition. So I sent Adani on a spy mission to see what his little pool was like, when he was away. And Adani went so close to it and looked inside, and she kicked sand into it.

There are 2 problems with this.
1. She was too close! Isn't it obvious she's up to something?
2. I told her to spy on the probable spa, not destroy it.

=.= But it was funny. I had fun.
And I ate 2 popsicles today. D:
I know, I know! That's a lot!
My tongue felt so numb. :0
But they did not put the nutritional values on the wrapper, so I assume that it contains 0 calories? >:]

Hey, how many calories do inedible objects contain? Do they have any at all?

Good morning, world!

It's really 1.16pm now, ah well. But still, I wake up so late it still feels like morning. >:]
How lazy, I know.

Hahahahahahaha! Well, today we are going to the beach! How wonderful! I finally get to meet the sea again. And I really want to return all the shells I've taken from him. He would be so glad.

To not make me feel guilty, I will do more SS.

Hey, do you realise that I've always said that I would do my SS but I've never come round to actually finishing it?

You know what? Last night, I got pretty paranoid. 'Cause I thought I heard the front door opening ever so quietly, and then I started getting scared of robbers entering the house with a long parang of some sort. I don't get scared too easily, so.

And then when no one entered my room, I started thinking about all my homework and then I started panicking 'cause I have only 3 weeks left to complete everything. And then I thought of how scary it would be to go on holiday without any homework completed, like how it had always been everytime. See, I don't want to do that anymore. I've promised myself change, but.

Andand I remembered that I wanted to start studying Sec 3 stuff too! Like Geog. Jan has started. I really want to make sure my Geog is ok. Oh man. ):

List of homework:
1. Social Studies
2. Malay Compositions (There are 2, dammit)
3. English Homework (I've tried doing it once, but I just couldn't come up with anything.)
4. Elec Lit Homework
5. Start studying subjects!! Like, Geog, Math, French!

I think I've forgotten all my conjugaisons. ):

The Last Word
People getting mixed up with the different adjectives from the same root words annoy me.

Example 1:
It's 'bored' not 'boring'.
Incorrect: I am so boring.
You are saying you bore people??
Correct: I am so bored.
NOW you are saying you are bored.

Example 2:
It's 'nauseated' not 'nauseous'.
Incorrect: I feel nauseous.
You are saying you make people feel sick.
Correct: I feel nauseated.
NOW you are saying you feel sick.

Grammar is important, so is SS.
I should go now.

367th post. Nice.

So today was pretty much the first free Saturday in weeks!

Not so for RCYC participants! Muahaha! XD
But still, hoped they had fun! HQ events are always fun. But they have only 1 contact session so.

Anyway, what did I do today?
Basically, today was. Family day.

We went to Causeway Point 'cause Adani has piano lessons there.
But after all that bustling around, we got down to the real shopping. >:]
Since Metro has this 20% off sales thing, Mama let me have one thing below 50 bucks.
So. I finally chose one bag! (Before looking at a million others. I'm so indecisive.)
It's pretty cute!
It has this nude, peachy colour(?), and has chains as the straps.
I think I might start looking at other bags now.. This one is only the first of many. >:]

And then, while walking around the mall, we stopped by this small store.
And Mama started to look at the clothes (as always).
And then, I saw this dress! It was black! Plain black! But!
It has those long sleeves, with a turtleneck, and it reaches just above my knee.
And it came with a belt which looked so awesome with it!
I really liked it, so Mama let me have it, while she got 2 other tops.
Andand it looks so.. nice! Sophisticated, you know?
And you know what it would look nice with?
GLADIATOR HEELS
I'm so gonna look for those in Malaysia, I swear.
I won't stop till I find them.
Yeah.

Then we went for a swim, and now I feel so bad for slacking the whole day, I'm actually gonna do my SS.

Coming clean.

Ohkay, fine, I have to say. I am so jealous of what you have.

(My flaw's over-jealousy! Can't help it!)

But, I honestly, sincerely think that you don't deserve any of that. Really.

And no use torturing your ma with the costs.

Yeah.

Rant post. Please DO NOT READ.

Dear x,

Why are you so into the high life when your family seems to be unable to support that kind of thing? WOW. iPhone 4 and Blackberries and expensive dos.

Seriously? Do you not understand the value of money? Now, I've read your blog and whatever and I've seen things like. 'I want to dye my hair and curl it and get a beanie and that necklace and that dress and that camera!' or '$300 please mommy. Teehee!'

Sheesh. Get a grip. Even I know that $300 is a lot. And for your family? Really, now.

And you are such a.. how to say.. little biatch.

Sounds a lot like the pot calling the kettle black, huh? But I know how to limit myself.

Stop forcing your mom to give you some cash out for all that stuff which can really be unneeded. In fact, I think. You. Are. A. Brat.

And.. YOU DON'T DESERVE ALL THAT AFTER WHAT YOU GOT FOR YOUR PSLE. REALLY.

175 does NOT call for an iPhone 4, or trips to Ion, or new clothes.

Really.

Even my sisters agree that "That's what poor people do. Act rich."

Call me a coward for not telling you this in your big fake face, but oh well. Some things are just better left unsaid. ;)

Oh, and by the way, stop flirting with my cousin. It's wrong, really wrong. And I thought you had a boyfriend already, no? Oh, you guys broke up? That's sad. :'( But still, a new record! The 28th break-up, yes?

Poor thing. Hope to see you soon sweetheart! ;)

Hugs and kisses,
Me

PS: What a pity you don't read my blog.

One productive day at last.

Not too productive, but still.

I've done SS Section B Part 1 of 5 completely. Yay.

Ok fine it was a seriously unproductive day. )):

I'm sorry.

I am a really selfish person. I've known that for a long time now, but I guess it's become even worse lately.

And I feel like such a hypocrite. I never thought I could pretend to befriend someone, because I could never stand being with a person I didn't quite like, but I guess I am kind of doing it now.

I feel so bad.

Melt me.

Ohmigosh these booties are so gorgeous! I've always wanted a pair of ankle boots kind of thing, you know? And this pair has this black heaven thing going on. They're super bold, though, and I don't think I will get anything like these anytime soon. )):



Darn! These are Caged-up cobra skin gladiator heels from Vincci and I ADORE them. They look like the pair I saw a few months ago, except that they were not cobra skin. (Or were they? I don't know. I forget. =3 ) AND they were going at half price! $44 I think, or maybe less. But I did not get them in the end because well, I had "too many pairs". I do regret not having those.



I've been dreaming of the perfect pair of shoes, and I've decided they would be a mix of the two pairs above. The colour palette would be those light brown shades of tan or oak, and it would mostly involve a light brownish colour with darker shades for highlight, like the first pair. And they would be platform wedges with the mary-jane look, since I like those three types of shoes the most. But the strap would have to be at the ankle, because I always like to have the shoe secure when I walk, you know?



Hot pink patent pumps! These are nice, really. I love how it's bold and fun and cute at the same time. I have a pair that look almost like this one, from Heatwave. It has the rounded toe design too, but mine's lime green, one of my favourites. And it has the highest heels in my collection too. :0 Around 3-4 inches high. It may not sound too high at first, until you try walking in them! I'm still learning to walk perfectly in them, yeah. Maybe I'll try 6 inches one day, haha!


Oh my, my heart's aching to get myself all the shoes I want!! DD: I think gorg pairs of shoes are my weaknesses.
Maybe next time I'll blog about my favourite cakes. ;)

=3

So, today, I finally got a new black pen, with which I can write decently. Yay!

Tomorrow I'm going to Miselle's house with a few other people for a swim, etc etc.

I don't want to go out anymore after this week! D: I feel like a lazy pig lazing around like a pig.

Oh, I'm thinking of giving my hair a medium kind of cut. And then adding a few soft curls at the bottom, and, a side bang? I don't know but I've done my research and maybe I'll want something like this. And I've made sure it fits my round face shape so.

Mandy Moore

Oh hey there!

Somehow I don't feel like blogging nowadays 'cause I feel so useless and all not doing homework and going out all the time.

Just trying to keep this blog alive.

Oh, actually, I feel like not doing anything at all and instead, have time keep still. Yeah.

?!?!?!

When I'm stressed + nervous

I listen to a song that just makes you melt, you know? The one that makes you want to lose yourself, just mix with the music. The one that still has that degree of heart brokenness(Is there such a word?) somehow, hidden within minutes of hardcore beats.

Bleh.

Dear ----,

YOU SOUND LIKE A DESPO RETARD YOU KNOW?!?!?!

With all my heart,
Me

It's December soon!

I haven't even finished 50% of my homework!

I've done Math and Malay paper 2, but not much after that. :0 Must start pushing myself already. :/ 'Cause I told myself I wanted to finish up everything by December so..

What to do during the holidays:
- Finish all the homework
- Listen to that darn audiobook already
- Colour in my colouring books. (:
- Plan all sleepovers
- Get stationery so that I can write again. [Lost my dear black pen ):<]
- Get myself to wake up at 8am everyday
- Listen to all those new songs I've always wanted to listen to and add to playlists
- Read all 3 library books
- Read Eng & Lit books
- Read A Little Princess

What? I needed to catch up on my reading..

Don't be sad. ):

):

Sigh. That's all for now.

According to Alvin Sir, it's gonna rain tomorrow with thunder after 4.

How horrid!

My week's going downhill very fast.

I haven't finished up any homework, I've been lazing around all day, and now some weather forecast predicts wet weather on the day of the parade & BBQ.

FML.

Ok.

I really, officially, hate you. Thanks.

If I could know one thing, anything at all in the world.

I would want to know who loves me as much as I love them.

(As a friend, duh.)

I don't like having so many mosquito bites.

They are everywhere. D:

And I mean, everywhere.

I don't like people who keep on emoing.

Just don't spread that negative air, please!

I don't like it when you think something is right but it is wrong.

Especially when it comes to friendships.

You just don't know if you really do mean as much to someone as they do to you, you know?

Then things happen.. You get bouts of jealousy.. You start to hate..

Blah blah blah..

I don't like camwhores.

Uh, I mean those people who keep taking pictures of themselves. ALL the TIME. It's just so.. so.. irritating!

It's as if they're so full of themselves and they just keep on shoving their faces into yours, even after 50 endless pics.

Gah, save me!

Have I told you that I don't like you?

Ok. So.

I really really really really really really really really really REALLY don't like you.

There. Now I have.

WHEN PEOPLE SAY THEY'RE BORED..

..they mean it.

Shut up and put your money where your mouth is

HAHA I had lots of fun today! :D
Thanks Alyssa, Jan, Miselle, Xuan Yi! (:

HP 7 was quite.. unsatisfying! It's so short!! ):
And the part where Dobby died, though expected, was so SAD. I think I cried. ):
He was too adorable..

Anyway, today saw me eating too much ice-cream! :D
Strawberry cheesecake and white chocolate raspberry. P:
Yummy flavours.

And I borrowed an audio book from the library.
It's titled 'Mom Still Likes You Best'.
I'm expecting to enjoy it 'cause it's about the psychology of siblings relations. (:
I love psychology and I love figuring why my sisters and brother act towards each other the way they do.
So I think I will like it very much.

Gah. Better start finishing up my UIP A4 and Camp Report. (:
And also all my homework.
Want to finish everything by December.
(Highly impossible.)

Hehe, BYE!

._.

Can't believe I'm stalking the VIs. That's what boredom does to me.

Every door you enter, I will let you in

And I saw a lovely lovely sunrise yesterday morning. (:

You know that feeling when you get so wonderfully happy because you know that things will go well and nothing could change that fact?

Yeah, this is one of those times. This Saturday will be CS3 for UIP and the Passing Out Parade! I mean, I'm pretty darn nervous but still! It will be GREAT!

And THEN, we're having a BBQ! With both sides of the family so it would be HUGE. Ah! Can't wait! (:

WHAT A BRILLIANT HOLIDAY!

Step to the beat of my heart..

OMG UIP CAMP WAS SO AWESOME!

(eventhoughIwassoverylateonthefirstdaybecauseofsomejamohmysoembarassing.)

Anyway, it was waaay better than I expected, because I thought I would DIE. Ah, I don't know how to explain this. There's just too much! :S Ok, maybe I say the best parts of each day. :D

I thought first day was the best day of all.
I found a 5 cent coin in the backyard! And I decided immediately it would be my little lucky charm for camp. (:

Confidence runway was fun! (: Everyone had to dress in their best outfit and walk down the runway. I got to walk to Like A G6, how lucky. (: (We should totally do that for June camp next year so it would be more fun.)

We had this super awesome game thing called Exercise Unity where everyone was broken up into 14 different groups made up of people from the 3 different specs. And we were supposed to escape from a dangerous war zone to a safe area. And lucky me had Amanda in the same group!! Ah! Finally, you know, some company after being so alone.. Since Jan had Xuan Yi and Alyssa had Amanda and vice versa.

Yeahyeah, ok. So Exercise Unity was something that interested me because it included little activities from the 3 different specs. Like, you need to build a bridge(OA), evacuate casualties(Evac), command a squad(FD) and the people specializing in the diff specs cannot do their specific activities. Plus many others. And the best part was it had a storyline! How interesting yes? And it was late at night so it was very dark and that was what made it so awesome. :D (We should totally do that for next year's June camp too!)

Ok, so Day 2 was nice too. Went for a Hike and made a catapult using poles and strings, how interesting. :D

And the campfire was great! Haha! Aisyah Ma'am and Marsya Ma'am came down and we got to have a 'slack' dinner where you can catch up with your batchmates. And we did! (: I was so glad.

Oh, and I finally got to have a bath because I didn't on day 1. I have to admit, I took my time. (Heh.) Because 1, the bathroom wasn't crowded. And 2, the water was so.. lovely.

By Day 3, I really felt quite at home at the campsite. Heh.
And, ooh. One more lucky thing happened to me! When Hadi Sir borrowed my manual, he left something in there. :0 He left the proposed list of lanyard receivers for OA and Evac. :O So.. I accidentally saw some names. But I returned it anyway. :/

Darn, I have so much to do! A UIP Report, and A4's lesson plan. ): That's a lot.
Sigh. Never mind. I can really say that I've learnt so so much. And since they kept drilling OA skills and knowledge and you have to teach it anyway, I can actually remember stuff. :D

I am really glad I signed up. :]

And since I had less than 8 hours of sleep overall, Papa allowed me to have a nice long one yesterday from 4pm till 9am today.

Haha, this is loong. But I really don't know how else to say I enjoyed UIP very much.

OA UIP ROCKS TTM!

:D Kay that's all!

>:(

It's definitely not a good time. NOT a good time. NOT.

So tired. :/

I really really really really want camp to be over soon. Because I'm so utterly nervous. Bleh.

Yeahyeah anyway, I realized today that I am a very possesive person. So that's why I'm pretty selfish too. Yar.

You know I'm REALLY jittery for the camp, right? Have I told you that?

And I give up on the pet peeve challenge. ._.

Yeah. Ok. Goodnight. Better start finishing my MT work and SS. And start on EL & (Half) Lit.

I really wanted to do Romeo & Juliet. ): It's ok, though. I won't mind full geog. Would I? :/

Yeah, I'm not supposed to use the laptop, but then again, I'm never one to follow punishment rules. And technically, I'm at no fault whatsoever. (:

Goodnight.

Do you want to know what I REALLY want?

An apology. A sincere one.

This.. thing here doesn't even bother.

Look. I've already had to deal with one immature toddler.

And you KNOW that.

But.

And you just HAD to add on to the list, right?

Really.

What emotions have you garnered so far?

No, I don't see anything.

1. You have dragged me into this. WHAT ON EARTH DID I DO TO HAVE ME IN THIS SITUATION?

2. You disgraced yourself, us, in public. Are you seriously THAT stupid? Look, I know Math and Science simply fails you, but really. Making yourself sound like a self-centered, whiny, spoilt brat?

3. I do not deserve to be punished alongside you. I have enough sense to act in a proper manner.

Want a timeline?

l-----------------------------------l --------------------------------------------------l
(Slip)___________________(Scolding)___________________ (End of punishment)

l-----------------------------------l---------------------------------------------------l
(I didn't know of anything) <- (I was only informed then) Period of unjust punishment->

You say it's a lesson. And I should have talked to her.

HOW do I do that when I did not even KNOW it existed, huh? So. What am I punished for, really?

Whatever, I won't mind if I get grounded and am not allowed to use the laptop. (I'm breaking the rules, so what.)

But the fact that she does not even bother? REALLY? Is she that insensitive?

No sincere 'sorry'? The only sorry-s came after she got slapped, that b. They were forced and so emotionless.

Trying to save face only.

How many times this year have I encountered people like this?

I just need to escape.

And no, I'm sorry, but no one will be able to hear me out on this one.

I don't even know where I stand, or what I really want.

I need a break.

Haha, my mentor is so nice! He sends us long, detailed e-mails on what to bring for camp, how to improve on our lessons, you get the gist.

Am not too looking forward to camp, though. I have no idea what to expect. Excited? Maybe, I don't know. Nervous? Very much, yes.

At least I have that time to forget about anything else but RC and OA and lesson plans and campsite friends. I'll need that.

I wish I lived in a mental hospital. Then whatever I do there won't matter because they'll just dismiss it as 'crazy'.

Poppin bottles in the club like the Far East Movement!!!!

Love the remix with Three 6 Mafia.

Yep, anyway. I feel somewhat accomplished today for I had done most of my Math. (Left only last 2 questions, yay!) Very little done, I know! D:

And I have the lesson plan to do also, plus the THREE teaching aids, of which ONLY ONE will be used. =.=

By Tuesday.

GAH.

Looks like I must up my game tomorrow.

I was reading the whole of my private blog yesterday night. From it, I can say that somehow, I saw how my feelings and perspectives towards people and problems changed over the course of a few months. It was..nice.

Do you know how it feels like to have this.. weird.. queer.. flurry.. of feelings in you?

Know what? I'm just gonna continue drowning myself with the loud throbbing beat of Like A G6 and try to forget everything while playing Papa's Pizzeria and Mall World.

Bye.

Pet Peeve 9: People who don't pay back the money they owe. >:(

Huh!

WHATEVER.

You are SO biased.

SO VERY biased.

Irresponsible?

Really, now.

My secret's out, it's been hidden in my heart

I've taken a sudden liking to Vanessa Hudgens songs. :/

Anyway, I am quite tired. UIP today was...

And. My. Pants. Tore. A. Big. Big. BIG. Hole. How. Embarassing.

All I want to do is just sleep.

Pet Peeve 8: People who use thigns without my permission irritate me.

Choices

Ahaha. My combi is C3. Come on. I didn't even OPT for C3. My choices are like only.

C2C1B2B1D2D1

Where did C3 come from?

Full Geog.

Really, now.

Then again, what if I suddenly decide next year that I hate Shakespeare?? Then how?

What if I appeal, then I get Full Lit, then suddenly I HATE Full Lit, and then what?

But then again.

What if I appeal, and get it, and ENJOY it?

And if I don't, I'll never know.

))):

Did you know that I'm a very very very bad person?

T.T

I worry that my Lesson Plan for UIP will not be good enough.

I worry that the people in my group are actually great at these kind of assignments though quiet.

I worry that stage fright might overcome me on Saturday.

I worry that nothing would be adequate.

Sigh. Worry worry worry.

UIP so.. intensive.

Fun, yes. But takes lots of effort.

Afraid I can't make it.

Darn.

Pet Peeve 7

I hate it when people don't finish up those last few grains of rice on their plates. Just 3 grains left! Why not eat them all?

I just feel guilty.

So very guilty.

Am I being selfish?

Pet Peeve 6

Spammers. Look at my tagboard. I have no idea who this Herald person is. GTH.

I want to die. I want to die, die, die.

Yay. We had a fight. Kind of. Passive aggresive counts, right?

Can't blame me. (Or can you?)
It was an unlucky day.
That was MY cd which I got for MY hard work.
She canNOT just take it without my permission, can she?
NO.

Yet, she did.
And she transferred it to iTunes.

I've deleted it.
She doesn't know.

Sisters are wonderful people

HAHAHA yesterday Anis and I were doing crazy crazy stuff around midnight.

We were, firstly, arguing about The Titan's Curse book. (Apparently, she wants to finish reading it first. But I've finished it already so whatever.) But it was a different fight because I couldn't stop laughing I do'nt know why, so it was a funny argument.

Then she started singing the offical Gummy bear song that we made up, and then I remembered I had the packet from RI inter-unit, haha. OK. It may not sound funny, but it IS/WAS.

I think I'll do my HMT. I didn't do ANYTHING yesterday, lazy pig.

Pet Peeve 5: I don't like it when I'm bored and there's nothing to eat.

Pet Peeve 4

Egoistic attitude? I mean, I won't mind if it's playful or whatever. But you know, don't say that you are a wonderful dresser if you dress like you're going to the fish market when you are really going to ION.

:L

Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?

I'd never been that full. DX

A full plate of nasi briyani from some wedding reception we had to attend first.
Another plate full of desserts.
Many many scoops of ice-cream at Swensen's.
Half a plate of Spaghetti to wash it all down.

What was I? Crazy?
Wonder how much calories I've taken in today. >.< Bleh.
(I say much, not many, 'cause I bet the amount's uncountable.)
Tomorrow I guess I'll start on my HMT homework, then, my math. Oh man. ):
But Ima study at the Patio! :D At least that would be fun, yes?

Pet Peeve 3: If you cannot pronounce French words properly, please don't even attempt to. Eg. Excusez-moi is NOT the same as 'excusay MOY'. It's more like, 'excusay-mwah'. Yeah? That guy from UIP on Saturday should read this. :/

I need to be with myself in center, clarity, peace and serenity

Show me some positivity!

Haha! Today was UIP! I survived the first day despite going mad this morning and the night before because I lost my OA Silver Accred Sheet. =.= Which, in the end, wasn't needed at all. (So I slept at 12.30am yesterday trying to search for it and had a nightmare about some psycho serial killer because of all that worry in my heart for nothing. =.=)

ANYWAY! It was honestly more fun than expected. I mean, I was very nervous for UIP OA 'cause there was no one else going with me due to the trauma by OA silver. But then, it turned out wonderful. I made new friends and uh, I learned new stuff! (Sounds cliche, doesnt it? But it's true!) It was a great day. There was always something to do, something new to learn, things to write, so much that time passed by so fast and an hour felt like 15 minutes, truly.

But I'm still a bit worried for the camp. OMG. D: Yeah. But I'm expecting the next few contact sessions to be as awesome. (:

Maybe UIP wasn't so bad because I had brought my locket with my lucky leaf in it as a charm. (: (Or maybe it was just me.)

Poor Alyssa. ): Please don't be sad! You did great today and accidents happen and I'm sure she is nice enough to forgive you, 'cause she's human, just like you, and humans make mistakes. Don't be too harsh on yourself, little pet!

YAY! YAY YAY YAY! I'm actually quite happy. All I have to do now is plan out my homework schedule for the week. (Maybe complete all homework by end of week? OH, except for LIT. There's too much to do for EL & Lit.) YAY!

Tomorrow's Papa's birthday! We're having a Swensen's ice-cream buffet at ION! YAY! I will wear my golden locket. Gah, better think of what to wear.

I had a great dinner. (Made me feel guilty, all that roasted chicken, but still.)

The perfect end to this almost-perfect day would be an early bedtime. I'm soo tired.

YAY!

Pet Peeve 2: DO NOT EVER SEPARATE ME FROM MY FAMILY ON ESCALATORS. DO. NOT. EVER. DO. THAT.

"I shall die presently."

FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU..................................................

"0

I am deeply embarrassed.

Anyway, today I went to Paragon with my family and then to Nyai's house. (: It was SO fun! (Despite the car ride being a bit of a squeeze because we used Mama's car because it was the one with working air-con so yah.)

We got lots of gifts for Papa because his birthday's coming! On Sunday! 7/11/2010! (HAHA, 7/11 geddit?) And when I say 'lots of gifts', I mean, LOTS of gifts.

Andandand I got this gorgeous new pen. And this even more lovely golden locket in the shape of a book. I've longed for a locket for a very long time now, and I've finally gotten one! (Actually, I'd bought one in P5 in Australia, but it was one of those cheapskate ones from Target. =.=)

I'm really happy with it. But I don't know whose pictures I should put in. Hm.

Andand I am really quite perplexed.
I'm slim enough so that my hip bones and ribcage kind of sticks out, and I'm only.. 42kg?
But I still have this an-noying single spare tyre that won't go away, and my arms and legs are.. not as small as I would want them to be.
It's really.. confusing.

I shall take on the Pet Peeve challenge thing. Ha.

Pet Peeve 1:
When I help to keep the door open specifically for MY family to get through, then some other random people walk through too, but they don't say 'thank you' and just rush off. Who am I? Your freaking doorman?! At least say thanks or give a smile lah. Sheesh.

Peach Blossom Marle (:

Was the best day of the holidays so far. Oh goodness, I SWEAR I laughed too much today.

With the cotton candy clouds lazing in the vast blue ocean of nothingness, and the sparkling, rolling sky underneath.
With the sound of waves crashing onto the golden shore, and peals of laughter coming fom all sides.
With the sights of people resting under shady trees, and children running on the sand.

How can it not be a perfectly relaxing day?
How can one not be in such a state of calm?

Nicci climbing a tree.
Nicci: I always do that when I go to East Coast.
Amanda: No wonder she likes bananas so much!
Haha!

And her lovely gold paint which she talked about so much I finally gave in to curiosity and let her paint 'I <3 SCRCY' on my left arm after she painted hers, and had then continued to paint a couple other arms.

And the incomplete yet charming castles dedicated for Jan's YKW and mine. (They WERE built with love!)

And that long barricade we built to keep the sea water out so that our darling towers wouldn't get washed away. The one Miselle said looked like 'the Great Wall of China'. The one that the ocean finally took back anyway.

And that board game I am so unfamiliar with, the one Nicci and Alyssa kept playing, and Alyssa kept winning. The one with cookie look-a-like pieces.

And cycling lessons by Amanda and Jan for Nicole and Xuan Yi, from which Nicole progresed so fast. (I do not quite think I will EVER learn to cycle!)

And Xuan Yi's peculiar attraction to random guys. (ie. Guy who helped push her on the bicycle.)

And that 'cool surfer dude' we kept seeing, and cheering for. The one with the orange surf board, who always stood in a spot and waited for The Right Wave, always crashing into the water when he did catch one.

And the sendiments-filled waves drenching our pants/shorts whenever we squatted a little too near the water, or when the waves just got a little too playful.

See? I AM happy today. (:
Woah, Miselle finished Sections A & B of the SS homework already! DD:
I WILL start tomorrow, after cleaning my room.
And I SWEAR that the seawater completely healed the cut I got from Coco's bite on my left foot yesterday.

Oh, deep joy!

Haha I am very, very excited for tomorrow! Who wouldn't be huh? :D

A sunny day. (I hope.)
At the beach.
With all my friends.
And all that water.
And sand.
Who would be.
Absurd.
As to not.
Want to be there.

((:

And FYI, no, I haven't started my homework. D:
That's me. Serial procrastinator.
Like ______ is a serial suck-up.
And ______ is a serial downloader.

((:

Poppin' bottles in the ice, like a blizzard

Oh man. What should I do today? Hm. I think maybe I do my MT Paper 2, then the first part of the SS homework. At least I won't feel guilty tomorrow at ECP. :D

Yeah, talking about ECP, I am SO excited!! I haven't been to the beach for a loong time. :0 And I can't wait! With friends too. What a brilliant way to start the holidays. :D

I think. I have. A grudge. Against. Those stupid. Toy. Bowling. Pins. And. Balls. That. Make. This. Stupid. Clattering. Plasticy. Noise. When. They. Hit. The. Floor.

And I'm so very thankful that I have no muscle aches or bruises or whatever after a whole day of Evac Gold yesterday, like the week before. :D I think my body might be getting used to the exercise. Haha!

Oh, thank gosh. I think I've kind of found my peace, despite its probable temporarity. (Is there such a word? Nvm, least you get it.)

Oh na na, what's my name.

It was a brilliant day!

(:

I passed Evac Gold Accreds!!!!

YAY!! And of course, congrats to all those who passed Evac Gold too, and FD Gold!! :D I'm so happy for you!

And today was pretty much satisfying.

HAHAHAHA

Oh my goodness! You are SO adorable and funny! My dear, darling sister. How I love you so! Yes yes I won't ever forget your sweet, sweet visage. My baby-faced, cherubic angel. Oh, dear sister, I DO adore you, I do!

<3

Oh goodness.

Here it goes again. :S
Sigh.
Anyway, yesterday was a seriously harsh day.
Emotional? Too much.
(Come on lah, even I wouldn't have dared to do THAT.)

Though, I kind of thought yesterday's RC meeting was one of the best ever. (If you do not count the before and after events.) :D Blind footdrill was really quite fun! (Amanda, I told you I could recognise your voice!)

Hm. My holidays are packed with RC events! :0
Nono, that's a GOOD thing!
I really don't mind and I am SO excited!
Oh, just that I really AM nervous for UIP OA.

Just as a reminder for myself:
4 November: RI Inter-unit, 2.30-6.30pm, RI
6 November: UIP OA Contact Session 1, 8.45am-6pm, RC Campsite
10 November: Appreciation lunch, 12.45pm, School
12 November: SANA Course, (oh dear I didn't manage to take down when and where.)
13 November: UIP OA Contact Session 2, 8.30am-6pm, RC Campsite
19-21 November: UIP OA 3D2N Camp, 8.45am-12.30pm, RC Campsite
27 November: UIP OA Contact Session 3, 8.45am,-6pm, RC Campsite

Haha. Man. It's really packed. Plus all that homework.
Aren't you excited?
:D

:/

Today was an almost-good day. Heh.
Anyway, what else. Oh, I totally overshot my eating limit. Seriously. =.=

Oh well.

=.=||

Um. You think I'm back to writing 10 posts per day? Gah.

It's a bad day to eat one meal only. There's spaghetti for dinner tonight. And I had eaten one bowlful of it. (*&#^%*#&^#*?!?!?!?!!?) Plus that rice I ate during recess, oh my. ): Mm.. Not gonna eat anymore today.

Hmm... /:L

Today was a good day, or at least it was supposed to be. Something was not right, can't figure it out though..

Anyway, Jan got so high today! XD Llama song? =.=
Arm-wrestles are the source of entertainment nowadays. Hahaha!

RC starting again next week. (Ending the school week, more like.) :D
Tomorrow's Evac Gold. Hm. I feel pretty.. scared. You know? Nah, more like nervous. 'Cause well, yah.
Darn. I'm scared about forgetting all my Footdrill, evac, first aid, etc after the long absence.
And UIP OA is a huge dilemma.

Words to do with

Weird:
-Strange
-Peculiar
-Queer
-Funny
-Unusual
-Curious
-Unnatual
-Mysterious
-Odd
-Bizarre

Horrible:
-Horrid
-Horrendous
-Hideous
-Terrible
-Shameful
-Shocking
-Dreadful
-Unpleasant

Haha, just didn't have anywhere to put those. Bolded words are my favourites. :D

It's the haze!

Haha, I think it's pretty amazing. :P Yeah, different opinion, I know, but still. The last haze was when, two years ago? Heh. I would really like it, except for the fact that it's overwhelming me a lot. :S And it feels like I can't breathe properly and I feel more agitated and restless than usual. Hmm.

Anyway, I kinda have something to be imagined.

Suppose we have no languages. Suppose we know no words for basic expressions. Suppose we can't say, "Oh, I am quite happy today!", and can only feel this curious light sensation that makes your cheeks flush and your whole self want to skip and dance, and you just feel like laughing forever, but you have no idea what the queer feeling is. Suppose!

Though I know there's such thing as drawing, but still. Just imagine that. A world with no language. Imagine that.

Just read.

'Perhaps you can feel if you can't hear,' was her fancy. 'Perhaps kind thoughts reach people somehow, even through windows and doors and walls. Perhaps you feel a little warm and comforted, and you don't know why, when I am standing here in the cold and hoping you will get well and happy again. I am so sorry for you,' she would whisper in an intense little voice. 'I wish you had a "Little Missus" who could pet you as I used to pet papa when he had a headache. I should like to be your "Little Missus" myself, poor dear! Good night - good night. God bless you!'


Yeah, that was the part that almost moved me to tears. Because you see, it was very, very, very selfless of Sara to actually feel sorry for someone who had all the riches he could ever have, when it is obvious that she was in a much worse state than him. She was hungry, and tired, and cold, yet she still prayed for someone else's life, and not hers, to get better, and with much fervor at that.

But, oh, I think what was touching was how.. angelic she seemed. And that at such a tender age, she is able to be that concerned about someone she hardly knows, it amazes me. And I suppose it is quite horrid that it is lacking in our lives. And it's really very admirable, though she is a fictional character.

Haha I think I'm ranting and ranting. -.- Hehe.

But I just think that yes, I would like to be like her. Isn't that queer? To want to be like a person who never existed. Hm. :/

Oh dear.

I am very much aware that I CAN be quite childish at times. But, oh, can't anyone see that sometimes peace can be found simply by forgetting any of our obligations? Oh my, I know I'm not quite making sense now, but.

Suppose you were a little girl once more. You don't have to live up to any expectations by anyone to excel every essay written. You don't have to think in a mtured manner. You don't have to.. to think at all.

Little girls are always expected to be that petite rosy child who has no care at all in the world, discovering it by themselves through mysterious means every one of the children always seem to know. (Yet it is a wonder how the secret is forgotten when one reaches, what they call, Adulthood.)

For some reason, I always imagine young girls to have messy yet beautiful, soft golden locks that drift about them, with eyes the colour of sapphires. They will have that healthy pink glow about them that resonates pure happiness. They wear sunhats and pretty little summer dresses that are made of soft floral fabric the colour of pale roses. And white sandals too. Oh, no makeup either, for it is all about that pretty natural look.

Well, um, haha. Ok. So you see, my little childish escapades, they usually consist of colouring in my 3 colouring books, or playing with elegant dolls, or reading those books meant for the younger readers. (For I think the best lessons can be learnt from those books, rather than from chick lit.)

I see that it probably sounds weird and all. But oh well.

I had just finished reading A Little Princess for the third time. But I know sooner or later, I'll read it again. I think it's official. That is my favouritest book.

You know that you can't live without the book/the book is good if:

-you are able to read it again and again and again without getting sick of it.
-there are parts that simply move you (I'm not kidding. Something Sara said almost made me cry. I would have, if I weren't in the courtyard. And it was my 3rd time reading it, kay?)
-you start to adopt the author's writing style, or you incorporate some phrases in your writing.
-you start to wish you lived in the story.

There's probably more, but anyway. I don't know. I only managed to figure those out. :/

Goodnight! ^^

[:

Hmm.. It was practically a very average, boring day. :/ Very, very boring.

Maybe I'll go to the library some day. [: I realised I had not read recently. D: How did I live?! Hm. I think I'll go read A Little Princess. Again. (:

Hm. You know last Monday we went to Jan's house to celebrate her and Nicole's birthday right? :D

Haha! It was SUCH an epic day! But still, we had a LOT of fun, right? It was one of the best days ever. :)

And the cake! Was so! Yummy! An ice-cream cake of rocky road and cookies & cream? AHH!! It was heavenly. (:

Yes, I'm bored! I really am bored! And well, I would like to go back to school, except for the fact that I'm really, really nervous for the results. You know? Like, I somehow know it's going to be nasty. :S

And yes, I do have those small flames of insecurity flickering back to life in that small corner of my heart. Again. ):

Remember the last time that happened? It wasn't very nice.

I love my cousin's Tumblr :3

Nicci would love this.
Magical.

Siiighh...

She's exposed!

Elle a l'air d'une princesse. :S

-gasp!- Wow!

Woots! I wish!

Yeah, that's true. ):

Can't help but LOL.

And you feel like shouting, "Hey, look at me!!"
Guilty. XD
Cool.

Gah, I'm seriously bored. Can't you tell?

(:

Well, I've finally caught up with life and watched Beauty & The Beast for the first time in my life, can you believe that?
What a lovely story.
Ah, the old Disney..

Oh well, what did I do?
Right, yesterday, I ate the double filet-o-fish. Haha. It was nice at first, then it felt urghish. >:/ Yup.

Ah, Coco's here! I shall go and play with her. :D
Tomorrow Nicole, Alyssa, Miselle, Nicolette and I are all gonna troop to Jan's house! Can't wait!

:x

I shouldn't be online or whatever but you would never believe what I'm doing, a night before the first exam(or first step into war, if you like).

I was reading my whole blog! D:

Of course it's not good.

But I have this to say anyway.

I WAS shallow, wasn't I?

A little..foolish to put all those feelings out there.

Plain for everyone of every level to read.

:S

Some of the posts were pretty..well..unsuitable.

Well, back to hiatus.
Bye~

Blogging Hiatus

Enough said. :]

Oh dear

Used too much of my imagination today. I can't seem to continue my Bobby and Tom story anymore. :S

The Patio by The Pool

Today I found The Place.

It was a quaint, cosy patio above the pool, at the spot nearest the two gushing fountains from which you can see individual water droplets get thrown up into the air and then fall back into the water with quick splashy sounds, if you are quick enough. It had tall exotic greenery that made bloom flowers the deepest blush of pink surrounding the area.

From where you sit, you are able to see the whole, vast pool, the towering man-made rocks and the lonely waterfall beside the noisy little playground in the water. And then, if you look carefully enough, you might just make out the other, grander waterfall at the other end.

I love weekdays. When it's a weekday, the whole pool is empty; free from the bustly pool life common only to Saturdays and Sundays. Only then is the patio a quiet place, filled with the wonders of nature and deep thoughts.

On a tall round table, sitting on a tall, grand deck chair, looking over the waters, with only the sound of water to break the silence, you feel like you can do anything.

After a full hour of (oh dear) Geography, I finally sat back and took in everything.

Why can't everyday be a day like this?

LA Intro-writing Practice

Bobby sat on the garden outside his little cottage alone. The air was still clean and crisp, especially since it had drizzled lightly the night before, so the grass was still damp too. He sat cross-legged by his dead wife’s potted plant which she had dearly loved. He stroked the orchid’s petals tenderly and sighed at the thought of dear, dead Esther. Then his mind strayed to thoughts of the little boy named Tom, who was sleeping soundly inside, oblivious to the rays of bright morning sunlight already beginning to stream in through the windows. Bobby thought of how Esther would know more how to care for this difficult, orphaned boy who had been put under his care after his parents’ death, leaving him with no other known relatives to replace the task of showering Tom with a parent’s love. He would not know how, would he? He was a man who hardly knows how to show love, something he could only do with Esther. But now, with her gone, he had no inkling as to how he could possibly match his quick temper and harsh disciplining ways with Tom’s mischievous and stubborn attitude.

Ooh.

Haha I finally get how to make my text look like this. Darn I'm so slow. ):

I was dead beat

Yesterday was our 'open house'. So the whole of yesterday was spent doing last minute tidying, preparing the cakes and whatnot, and doing whatever chore a woman is supposed to do. And in the afternoon, omg. I was so bored! Because no one came, or at least, 2 parties came. 2 only! So, well, it was a slow afternoon. Mama said, 'Aiyah, they all make this their last house lah.' And I thought, 'Yeah, maybe.'

And then. Yeah. Night came. And ZOMG. Around ten minutes after Shireen's family came, Husna and Ili and Kakak Shasha came, so we had practically 4 families in one small house. Then, Haiqal and Daiyana came with their other cousin, so that adds 2 more families. There were 7 FREAKIN FAMILIES IN OUR HOUSE. And duh, of course I had to serve drinks lah, make sure the kuih and the cakes were enough, and layan them at the same time?! Yeah, so I was practically running around everywhere. ): Doesn't this remind you of Emily of Emerald Hill? Except I wasn't perspiring much, the whole house was air-conned. :D Oh, except the kitchen. D:

Oh goodness and the kids were messing up my room! The boys were on that top bunk of the bed, Aryan spilt some drink on the floor, and everyone was screaming and shouting and Ili was sick and she was so down so bottomline is that I was very busy.

I was thinking aren't I supposed to be having fun with my cousins right now? Since all of them were there. But anyway, siigh. Oh, and then Fery (or should I say Auntie Fery 'cause she's my mum's cousin but she's P5! so) came at 11.30. D: Yeah, so busy busy busy the whole day!

Still, I had fun! (: It was a good night, really. Later we're gonna go to Husna's house. I better do my homework.

Buhbye!

Dearest MD & NB & maybe TD,

I hope you saw me stare at you just now.

Love,
Me

Some airplanes are just doomed to crash

Let's pretend Marshall Mathers never picked up a pen. Let's pretend things would've been no different. Pretend he procrastinated, had no motivation. Pretend he just made excuses that were so paper thin, they could blow away with the wind. Marshall, you never gonna make it makes no sense to play the game there ain't no way that you'll win. Pretend he just stayed outside all day and played with his friends. Pretend he even had a friend to say was his friend. And it wasn't time to move and schools weren't changing again. He wasn't socially awkward and just strange as a kid. He had a father and his mother wasn't crazy as sht. And he never dreamed he could rip stadiums and just lazy as sht. Fck a talent show in the gymnasium, btch, you won't amount to sht. Quit daydreaming, kid. You need to get your cranium checked. You thinking like an alien, it just ain't realistic. Now pretend, they ain't just making him angry with this sht, and there was no one he couldn't even aim when he's pissed it. And his alarm went off to wake him but he didn't make it to the rap Olympics, slept through his plane and he missed it. He's gonna have a hard to time explaining to Hayley and Laney these food stamps and this WIC sht. 'Cause he never risked sht. He hoped and he wished it, but it didn't fall in his lap. So he ain't even here, he pretends that.

I had/have nowhere else to put that. Aren't you proud that I could write all that without having to refer to anything?

Oh no, of ocurse you aren't. I have nothing for anyone to be proud of.

Vous comprenez?

Je n'aime pas ma vie.

For now, I can only stare longingly

Edited: How weird. I must be obsessed with dressing and style and fashion.

I hate EOYs. ):

Tip of the day: Having no heel on your shoes can make your legs appear shorter. If wearing flats with skirts, shoot for a hemline that is above the knee, to regain a look of length to your leg. Wearing flats with longer skirts can give you a dowdy appearance.

It just..happened

Dear -insert something here-,
Today the funniest thing happened. After school, Nicole and I were walking. And I was talking about something funny that Nicolette had said, and then she appeared. And I thought immediately of the proverb 'Talk of the devil and he is bound to appear.' Not referring to Nicolette as the devil, of course. And I thought that it was such a coincidence.

Then, we continued walking till we reached outside the Dance Room. I was mentioning Miselle, and lo and behold there she was a few feet behind Nicole's shoulders! And my eyes widened because something like this happens ever so rarely. But anyway, I said hi to her and after a simple conversation, she continued her journey.

And since I was a little bored, I just stayed outside the Dance Room with Nicole for a while. And then, I wondered what time Jan usually went home because I had never seen her going home on normal non-RC days. And as I asked Nicole if she knew what time Jan leaves, she comes walking with Alyssa and a friend. And of course I had to exclaim in surprise. It was really unusual to have it happen thrice in a day.

Well, of course we started talking when we met. Suddenly, someone said something about Alyssa's mushroom head(heehee), and I thought of how Carlyn had thought the same before. I just had to tell this to Alyssa, and before I could finish 'Hey, you know what? Carlyn...', someone tapped me on the shoulder, and when I turned, I saw Carlyn's face in front of my own surprised one. And I couldn't help but list out all the occurences and wondered why they happened four times in less than half an hour out loud because it was such a rare and queer event. And then Carlyn asked if I had her pen.

Love,
Audi.

Colour codes

I just colour-coded some people. Like, the colours I see in my head when they are being mentioned.

I won't tell you who these colours belong too, but.

A: Sapphire Mist
B: Emerald Jade
C: Cinammon honeyrose
D: Taffeta Gold
E: Bright Sunshine
F: Coral Petals

C is terribly long, but that person just HAD to have those three words in.

I had the queerest dream last night.

It was 1.40pm on a school day, therefore school had just ended and we were just dismissed. And there was supposed to be some RC event that afternoon. And suddenly, someone came to me and said I was IC and reporting time was at 2.30pm. AND we were supposed to wear the RC uniform and I did not bring it. Somehow, Papa's 'please record your message after the beep' and Amanda Soo Ma'am got into the dream. O.o

I had the queerest dream last night.

Siiiiigh..

I wish I were -insert name here-. He/She has his/her attention all the time. :( I am so jealous. I. Am. So. Jealous. SO. JEALOUS. SO. VERY. JEALOUS. This person's so lucky to have his/her attention and yes. How I envy them.

Otherwise, I wish I were -insert name of celebrity here-. She has a perfect life. A. Perfect. Life. I think I'm obsessed over her, or maybe just really really jealous of her lifestyle.

OR I wish I were -insert name here-. He/She is also perfect. Not as famous as -insert name of celebrity here-, but still. Very admired. And people look up to him/her.

I will trade my life for any of those up there anytime. But I really wish I were person number 1.

3 days

-.- I'm not looking forward to Hari Raya. Really. Ok fine I might be lying a little bit there. But, seriously, it'll take away lots of revision time. So the solution is, bring books and files along with me! When I was P6, my mom proposed this to me and I was like WTH?! And now, I really want to do this and she thinks it's 'tak baik'. =.= Sheesh, I MUST start studying. :S

Ok. List of things to do:
- Tidy room
- Wipe Mama's fake flowers. -.-
- Bake another banana cake (Ima use 5 bananas, four is not tasty enough)
- Plan what I'm gonna wear for the day! (:

Gosh I love dressing up. :X Sigh, there's this beautiful pair of Vincci black gladiator heels that is around 3-4 inches high and they were going at half price and I really really want them not a need but a want but still and they say I have too many shoes that is a LIE a big black LIE I want those shoes I want them I really really do.

Sigh.

It's baking, still baking, never ending

It's been a long time since I posted but that's because 1) I'm limiting the number of hours I spend on the laptop and 2) I have a diary already so I just write there and it's easier.

Hmm.. Today, we went to Joo Chiat complex to pick up our bajus and well, I guess my baju is pretty nice. (: Time passes so fast, huh? It's already bulan Syawal. I'm not looking forward to it because it just means that EOYs are coming. TT

And I'm baking a cake today! It's a banana cake and it's still in the oven and I'm hoping that it will come out perfectly even and golden brown and that it will taste delicious and light and moist, just like the recipe promised. (:

Tomorrow we're having a level outing at J8! Yay! I can't wait! Though it sucks that we can't watch Vampires Suck. Hmph. I was looking forward to that. Looks like I must wait for the DVD. > :( Yeah. Anyway,

WE WON FAC!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Great job guys! You made us all so proud! (:

It's true

I have no obsessions.

Fatigue

Argh, I am so tired today. Yesterday was so full of.. hardcore happiness (haha lol) that it seriously tired me out just being very very very happy. And I think it affected me somehow.

Because when I went to sleep, images of cards and 'Happy Birthday's and FB and colour haunted me. And since that made me feel intensely happy, I guess I did not get much of a rest then either. :/

And it does not help knowing that I can't pacify myself with some leftover chocolate cake, or chocolate biscuits, or chocolate wafers, or chocolates, or brownies.

I don't want to talk about today.

Au revoir.

Mes.

Amies.

Darn. I need a nap. :(

Longing? Is it that?

Drunk

Today was undeniably an awesome awesome awesome day. I don't know how to put it.. Hmm.. Ok. Wait, first. I AM OFFICIALLY 14!! Not like I'm too excited to be 14, but. Hmm..

ANYWAY. AHHHH IM SOO HAPPY TODAY IM DRUNK WITH HAPPINESS IM. SO. HAPPY. :DD

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

is all I can type for the time being. Heeheehee. Ok.

Thank you to darling darling Anis for the beautiful beautiful ancient-looking Parisienne notebook that looks more like an adventure logbook!! :)) AHHH I LOVE IT SO MUCH DAMMIT. :DD And the card! :)

Thanks Adani to your really unlame gift even though you got it from the bookshop! :) It's cute, just like you! Love you lots!

Thanks a LOT to Mama and Papa for the yummy chocolate cake(!!) and the earpieces! I love them so much! I love you I love you I love you!

Thank you to Hushy, Wak Za, Nyai, Aunty Ju and all other family members for their wishes. ((:

OKOK. FRIENDS TIME! ALPHABETICAL ORDER!! :DD

Alyssa: AHH THANK YOU THANK YOU for the Video!! It was LOVELY! And AWESOME! Hahaha maybe I should post it up here, on FB, etc. ;) And, hmm, the small jar of nature? Heh. :) I LOVE YOU! Thank you for the text though you couldn't stay up till 12. (:

Amanda: THANK YOU FOR the POST-ITS. HAHAHA. THEY WERE FRANC-Y. AND I FEEL SO HIGH BECAUSE OF IT. AHHH!! And, yesss the pretty pretty card and the little pink shoe! Do you think it'll fit my doll? (: Love you lots, hubby! Heh heh. (:

Carls: HAHAHAHA I LOVE TIMTAM. :)) I really am not disappointed that you did not get me those earrings. Honest! Thanks so much anyway, awesome deskie! We are so gonna stay friends forever.

Jan: I LOVE the notebook! And the lovely rose card! And the yummy yummy brownie! Hahahaha!! I loved everything!! Thank you thank you too for getting/understanding ME! :)) I LOVE YOU!! :)))Jan, of COURSE we'll stay friends till the end of time and way past that. (Do I make sense? :P) And thanks for the text! :)

Miselle: HAHAHA YOU FORGOT MY GIFT TOO! XDD Nah, it's okay! :) And, by doing that, you helped me a LOT. I had a lot to bring home. :X Heehee. I love you too! :) Stay awesome! Edited: THANK YOU FOR THE PARIS NOTEBOOK AND PEN!! :)))) Love you lots! :D

Mei Lin: Thank you loads for the KitKat! Hahahaha are you trying to fatten me up? :0 I missed being your deskie too! DD: Love ya!

Nicci: Hey!! :) I love that card! Despite what you call a fail attempt at drawing the Eiffel Tower, I think it's beautiful. :) Carlyn says you are very creative. I can't (ok I can) agree more. And, I really love the message. :)) Yeah. Why should I let something like that end everything? :)

Nicole: NICOLE! Thank you lots for the bag of chocolates!! :DD I haven't eaten them yet, but they look terribly delicious. P: Thank you so much, Nicole. I LOVE YOU! You're gonna make me fat with all that confectionery!! And thank you for the text!

Nicolette: Nico! THANK YOU FOR THE AWESOME NOTEBOOK! :DD IT'S BEAUTIFUL! And OMG the post-its! They are so KIUTE! :DD AND THE LETTER/NOTE! :) Thanks a lot! I love everything! :) And, I can keep secrets. I won't show it or whatever. ;)

Siti: Thank you so so so so so so MUCH for the super, ultra cute little cat design litter bin! :))) AHHH!!! It's so cute!!!! :))) And the card! And please thank your sister for me for that little note from her. :) I LOVE YOU LOTS!! :)

Xuan Yi: Thank you for the text at 12 am sharp! WOW! :)) That's nice of you! Heehee... Yep, thanks so much yes? LOVE YOU LOTS!

Yep, and finally, everyone who wrote on my wall on Facebook. Yes, duh I liked every wish and commented. It's only courteous of me if I do that. Heehee. I know. Chem chem chem. Chem can go.. wherever it wants to go. > :(

Hmm... Yess. I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF TODAY! I. LOVED. IT. It's really a beautiful thing to know that you are indeed loved. It's even more beautiful to feel the showers. Hurh hurh hurh. (: Yes. I know. I like attention. Whoops.

Anyway, I loved everything! Thank you for making today such a special day, and the BEST birthday ever! (It is seriously better than the spastic 7th birthday party I had.) Yeah. It was the best birthday ever.

Wait wait wait, most of all, thank you Allah for letting me live another year. And letting me know the value of friendship and love. I had never felt more loved. (:

I'm so high. I'm drunk on this joy! AHHHH!!!

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!

See the words in caps plus all the exclamation marks? How often do I do that? So, please infer. How intense are my feelings? ;)

HINTHINTHINT

YAY! I'm done with my Geog PT. And I have no homework besides that. I guess. Hmm. Lang Arts HW? Nope. Math? Noo.. Chem? No homework. (: Though I still feel uneasy..

Tomorrow's a special day.
HINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINTHINT. :DD

If only

I was playing MyScene like I sometimes do and I just saw this decorating a room game. And I thought, 'How lame.' But I played it. And my heart totally cracked seeing this room I decorated!



Now, you might think it's too pink or whatever. But I love the way the pink somehow makes the room look spacious, and very princess-like. And I don't know, it's just me. And I love that sitting-ledge. And OMG look at the background. LOOK LOOK LOOK. What do you see?

:D

Ok, Ima go back to playing dress-up games and whatever. Heehee. Bye!

Trials

Today was our Controle 3. :0000 I totally studied my arse off kay! Ok, maybe I'm lying about that, but still, I STUDIED HARD. I want to get at least 70/90 now. I'm sick of always getting 60 plus. -.- And yeah, I think it was okay lah. Not that bad. The listening compre was a killer man! I couldn't hear properly and for the 2nd part I left out many many questions. Lost 4.5 marks already. ): Well, anyway, I hope to redeem myself in the Grammaire section. (: I think I'll do okay for that part. I'm not too worried for this test because I don't think I will fail lah. Heehee. I don't sound egoistic, right? :)

Sigh. Siti is gonna find out if she will be going to VJC on 30 August. :( If she does, then, urgh. :((((((( It's hard. I don't know. SHFHFJSFHGAKUWHDQWUKFBXCVGFW!!!!!
:( It hit me yesterday during sahur. I'm losing a friend.

Anger

I don't mind if you take my Milo, but I'm just agitated because I had been looking forward to that for at least 48 hours. And it was only today that they restocked the vending machine. Now I have to wait another 24 hours before I get my Milo. 24 FREAKING HOURS.

And you, making assumptions everywhere. Puhlase. Tell me in WHAT way did she disrespect little miss lovely. (If you have to accuse someone, tuduhlah diriku ini.) We're never gonna stop going round and round, are we?

But it's not a circle, though. Bentuk tiga segi. Triangle. Oh, and today saw.. 6? 7? I don't know. I'm disappointed with myself. It's not exact. :(

Yes. I am very very very angry. I WANT that $*%^@&$ MILO. > :(

13

Hey you.
I won't care if you give a too honest opinion, or whatever other crappy stuff you might do to me. I understand that.
But ruin my day first thing in the morning?
Make me feel crappy when I was actually happy about it?
Give me that action face and then walk away from me?
Oh, and the best part?
I actually thought you would not do what you did.
You did, wait, do(present tense; you seriously do not know, and now I will never tell you) not even KNOW what they did to her.
You don't even understand that she had been tolerating what she had tolerated for a few months already.
Just like me.
And you would never understand how much I love my sisters and how much I will do to protect them.
Whatever lah, ok?
I have other people who get me.
So you know what?
You might think I'm being mean or whatever, but YOU know I'm sensitive.
So Ima act cold to you and wait till you do something about it.
I don't care if that's being bitchy.
I really don't care.

13 pieces of evidence, and school's over, and I'm still counting.
Bye~

Promise

I think I shall revert to my secret-keeping self. I realised something today too! It's like, at first, you are trustworthy. Then people trust you and tell you all their secrets. And you feel so so powerful because you kind of know all their weak points. And then you use all that juicy gossip to get people to go to you to be able to know all that. And in the end, you realise that it's wrong. And so, here I am.

Today marks the day I realise that I really do love my sisters even if I say I don't.

You know, I hug Adani every single day before she goes up the spiral staircase to the Alice Lee Hall.

Today Anis was so upset at some... things. She said she wanted to just hug me and tell me everything when I came home. And I came home later than she expected. :( So I just hugged her on the spot. Then, do you want to know what I did? I called those 'friends' of hers. And I kind of.. you know. And I even had time to insert some 'chastisement' saying that they should not have been in the shopping mall in the first place. I said, "It's your prelims, isn't it?" -ahemahem-

And blahblahblah. I said, "Look, I can't be there for her 24/7. So since you're there in school, can you please do me a favour and take care of her feelings for me?"

I feel powerful.

Secret

Ok, this is not really a real kind of secret. But since she says so, let's see how far I can keep it in.

You know I used to be so good at keeping quiet? Hm. The only way to make sure I don't let it out is for me to forget it completely. Yah, I think I can for this one.

She said
Ooh do you love me
I wonder why she talks like that
Ooh tell me something
Tell me how'd you get to be so bad
Hey I know something you don't
Let's go
We can go wherever you want to go
How would you feel if I told ya?
You ain't worth the trouble

Immaturity

Bitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitch.

I would feel better if I could actually reveal the identity of this bitch.

Actually, it's just my envious side working up again.

Yeah.

Stupid triangle.

I would want to talk to you on MSN, but I don't because I would start typing bitch over and over.

I wish that she would die.

Hmm.. Imagine the situation if she really did.

My envy would be over.

Bitch.

Blue

You know those songs that have some of those high piano notes? Yeah, those lively, happy piano notes. I hate those songs. They are too..sky blue. I never liked sky blue songs. You know, songs like 'Kings of Anything' and unfortunately, 'Ce Qu'ils Aiment' also. I always liked more emotional songs. Or those with lower notes; the ones that get your heart pumping and whatnot. Those dark purple or black songs, like 'Already Gone' and 'Airplanes'. I love those kind. I won't mind songs with high UNPIANO notes, those are orange. Like 'Almost Love'. 'Elle' has high notes, but only at the starting. I think it's the emotional-ess of it that makes me love it, 'cause I can't stand high piano notes. And ultimately, the song is accompanied by those lower notes. This song is a rare colour, it's gold.

Today was fun. I went to Nenek's house to buka puasa pulak. Well, Ili is not such a bad cousin. And Kakak Shasha; OMG. She is hilarious kay? It was fun. (((:

Though in the midst of all that fun and laughter, I was plagued by some..problems. :( Yeah! I shared them with my cuzzies and well, I don't know. They kind of helped me. (: They told me possible retorts. Most were unfeasible. LOL.

OHOHOH. We planned to prank call someone. But in the end they all ah, tsk tsk tsk scared lah don't want to do anymore. -.- Anis and I can't because yeah. Hahaha.

Wrong number. This is bangla. When can we go out?
TANNING SALON!
Plus a million other examples which I forgot. /:)

Miselle

You stole my Eiffel Tower themed blogskin. Hmph. > :(

Lol jkjk! (: But get a tagboard, sheesh!

And, I still love mine more. HA. :D

Because we both agree French is one of da coolest things ever.

And that La Tour Eiffel is one of the most amazing monuments evar.

I promise never to quit French.

Bitchy

Which part of 'This song is about mothers' do you not get? Sheesh. Seriously. Dammit lah. Go away. Stop making assumptions. Urgh. URGH.

Elle

Elle est mon âme
Elle est mon cœur

I found another song but this one is from Melissa! I think Mama has this song on her iPhone. I'm gonna ask her to send it to me. And this song, is also about mothers. So, I love you Mama! (:

On my birthday, I'm gonna make other people feel happy. I think it's like my mission in life or something. Hmm.. Something's not right with me. Whatever.

Yeah.

Elle est tout ce que j’ai de plus chère au monde
Ma raison d’être, ma raison de vivre
Près d’elle, je serai jusqu’à la dernière seconde
C’est toi que j’aime
À l'infini

Scenario

Dear Anis, thank you for hearing me bitch. I was in SUCH a bitchy mood and you are SUCH a wonderful listening sister! :)

Me: I wish I could go up to her and talk about it. I feel like slapping her. OH! It would be like this.

M: Hey, can I talk to you for a moment, privately.
E: Yeah, sure.
M: Ok. 1. -blahblahblah- 2. -ahemahemahem- So, on behalf of them, this one's for you.
-PIAK-
Elle will glare at me and try some of those tactics.
M: YOU BLOODY BITCH.

Me: And then, some catfight will break out. And I can't run away, I run too slowly.
Anis: Then, you can make a gang or something. -insert 4 names- 5 against 1.
Me: Oh right! Hahaha! :)

Thanks Anis, I love you. But then again I also, as a friend, love Elle. And everyone else involved. :((((((

On a lighter note, I had sent Drima an anonymous letter. I had decided to be her anonymous friend. :) I love letters. Have I told you that? I think letters can cheer anyone up. (: She needs one.

Listen

Why are you looking at me weirdly?

Stop it, stop it please.

Be jealous, bitch.

What's so great about her?!

Stop doing this to me, can?

I am like, your punching bag or something.

It has happened one time too many.

You are not the only one who tak pedulikan it, kay?

Please let her have her glory.

You ask why.

I say, you have to learn how to zip it for once, and listen more.

I don't hate you, but you make it hard.

:(

The ykw is lessening.

I don't know if that's good or bad.

:(

Today was a horrible day. I was emo. Siti did not come. My plan was ruined since unexpected things happened. (But can still wait for next week. > :D) But it was better during recess! :) I mean, we played that Tarzan game thing. Muahaha! I WON! :D

Whatever, bottomline is that my levelmates cheer me up so much. (: And I love them. Despite anything. Hear that? I. LOVE. YOU.

Today was a horrid day so I wasn't much fun during lessons. I think the best joke I did today was weird. I found it funny though. You won't, trust me.

Me: Carlyn, do you smell my perfume?
C: Uh, no.
Me: Oh. Ok. So it means I'll have to use the whole bottle lah.
And then I started laughing uncontrollably.

Sigh. Primary school kids get a 2-freaking-day holiday. Hmph. > :( Yep. PSLE tomorrow, eh? Haha. I remember MY PSLE oral. Well, it's Anis' turn tomorrow! She's having her Malay first. In my Multiply blog, my posts on PSLE oral were FAKE and GAY. Seriously. SO FAKE.

I hate my life.

Sorry if I snapped at you today or whatever. I recall saying 'get lost' and 'go away' and 'can you stop it' and 'leave me alone, lah puhlease' to some people. :(

I am SO happy! :)

Tomorrow will be a brilliant day! I have finished all my homework, except for LA. I haven't annotated the poem yet, but I had printed it. :) And Mr Cho will probably go through it in class and all that. :D And my History file is thick so that's a good thing!

And then there's Home Econs tomorrow, and CE which will probably be slack, and there's Chem Lab, and Math will be fun as always!

Alyssa will write back to me because she said she will. And I will be able to see all my lovely friends! I'll ask Siti how the interview went, and then accompany her if she wants to pray even though I can't. I'll talk to Xuan Yi about Anis and feel thankful that I have a fun sister. I'll chat with Carlyn during class while not paying attention. I will talk talk talk to Nicole about whatever I want to talk about.

And then during recess, we will all speak to the Sec 2s in hopes that maybe this will improve everything.

I will sleep earlier than usual tonight, even though it's 11pm. I'll wake up tomorrow with my family to join them in their pre-dawn meal even though I can't fast; my breakfast will be the delicious nasi briyani we had for buka today!

And well, I am just SO happy!

I have the awesomest cousins ever

I was teaching Daiyana on how to do percentage and stuff and do you know what Daiyana sent me today?

Kak audi, u dnt need to reply as ur prepaid is low. I want to tell u tt ur teaching really helps me . Its easier n faster for me to do . So , thnx for teaching me < 3 .

Isn't that so sweet? :) She even knows my prepaid is low! I think she's really thoughtful and caring. She is very beautiful inside and out, isn't she? I'm so glad I have her as my cousin.

The sweetest cuz: Daiyana! :D
The coolest cuz: Hushy- stay cool! ;)
The funnest cuz: Haiqal. It's always nice to have a guy cousin who's near my age to talk to.
The cutest cuz: Arinah. I think you're clever too! (:
The most huggable cuz: Shireen FND. Hehe. :D
The weirdest cuz: Khaliq! AKA Garlic boy! But you're a really interesting character too.. You make my life fun :D

Yup. So that makes my list of my best cousins, in no particular order. :)